Miss Fafa Is Here!

2009-02-13T20:10:00.003+08:00

HELLO! Today is so Warm! i keep on perspiring,Hahaha.Nevermind,Loose fats.Hmm,Tiqaa gaduh lagi dgn kwn kesayangan der.Haiz..mcm hari-hari gitu.Tak abis-abis ehhhh,Tiqaa?Hope you guys get back together:D I will always be there for you through thick&thin and anything just beep me okayy?I will MAKE YOUR DAY.Confirm.I dun like people to be sad lah.Seriously.. Hmm,today many people call me the name 'LOW' Hahahhaa.I dunno whyy.then just now there's an Uncle who called me 'Bodoh' which is Stupid.He wanted to aboard the bus using the Front door and i was right infront of him whereas there is an EXIT door.Then he say 'Can you go out first,stupid!' but in Malay.Hahha.Alaaaah,ignore lah.Hahha.and chatted with Wanii in the bus.Panjang eh criter ,Wanii? Hmm,tomorow goin Plaza Singapura.Eating Pizza Hut.Heees;Hmm,hope tommorow will be betterbetter dayy(: Sayaaaaang kawan-kawan and that oh-so-sweet-guy:D

HAPPY ADVANCE VALENTINES EVERYONE!!!

3years haven't been attached.It's okayy:D

2009-02-12T20:10:00.004+08:00

PHOTOS Uploadedd.yeahh.KHAAI gmbar kiter lawa knknkn?Hahahaha.I Miss taking photos with KinKin.Haiz.Donno why she's suddenly like that.Since last Tuesday.SHE CHANGED,Nevermind she needs time.Okay,today was awesome.Too long to blog.Tomorrow last week of school.Then Saturday BARBEQUE.Hahahax.TakeCare,peeps.

To all ATTACHED people:

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!
May you all last longgg:D

2009-02-11T20:46:00.002+08:00

Helllo! Had a greatgreat time todayyyy(: Espescially History Lesson.Eventhough teacher's teaching Siti,Maryyanti,Lisdah and Me still taking pictures.Hahahha.It's still nice thoughh.Love it.Wanna see?Wanna See?

Edited my Dearest Maryanti.I do love the picture which is Maryanti and me and the one with Lisdah and Maryanti.NiceNice!hahahx.
Today ramai org tak dtg.Hahah.Okay guys,gtg
TakeCare semua.ByeeeeeeByeee:D

2009-02-10T21:39:00.002+08:00

Today DAMNDAMN great with kawankawans.Hahahx.Went for morning run with Tiqaa then was History.That period was DamnDamn Fun.Hahha.Kept laughing with Siti,Lisdah,Maryanti and Khadijah.Hahhax.Half an hour later.the 3E students need to take classphoto but unfortunately,the camera man RUN AWAY.Hahha.Not run away lah as in don't have.LOLS.Then was Physics,crap with Tiqaa.OMG!I swear she is Funny today.Donno why.She keep on singing that Gubrak song and she said i was "SS-ing" Hahaha..Wth?Then English,jumpe Partner lagiiii.Laughing box againn.Hahahha.Then was Recess,i ate at MamaMia stall.Sumpah sedap.Hmmm.Then was Chemistry test.Cheat with Khairaa.Hahha.Tsktsk.It's so Difficult.Everyone says that.Hees;After that was Assembly,about Sexually Transmitted Disease Hahahha.Everyone love it.But same time disgusted with the photo.First was the males private part.Then i thought it was people Head and i kept looking and my friends was like"Faa,suke eh??" means Fafa you like it right? Hahha..I swear i did not know until Lisah told me.Hahha.Then i covered my Face.Hahha.So embarrassed.Then Crapped with Amirul &&Jasper.After school Siti all that go smoke.Khaaira partner&Wanii went home.=( So left Ju,Siti,Tiqaa and me.Heex.Laugh alot.And tiqaa us me&siti to accompany her go buy prepaid.LONG WAY eh Lee?Hahha.Penat sungguh kaki ku.Aduiii.Tiqaa went to BedokMRT just to get $1.oo and went back to Inter to buy her Prepaid card.I was like nak pengsan.Haha.At last went seperate ways.Had a great dayy(:

2009-02-09T19:21:00.002+08:00

I've Lost my Links,Please ask me to Relink/Link you?
Thaaank You!

2009-02-09T19:01:00.002+08:00

Hello Peepss! Today was Great! I wish today is like everyday.Hees.My friends was Damn awesome and today that oh-so-sweet guy treat me NICELY.Hahahx.Yeahh!We are friends back.Thanks god.Today laughed alot with Partner,Khairaaaa.Cannot stand it sia she.From morning until the school bell rings even afterthat,we keep on laughing and laughing.Hahhax.Laughing boxx,like what she said.Chemistry period was fun.We practice how to Melatar(english:??) Hahhax.The saying goes like this'Oh,terjatuh mak kau kena electric mampos' and Khairaa was like laughing until her tears came out.Hahhax.Luckily Mdm Yeow didnt notice.Hahha.After Chem was Maths,i am abit dissapointed with my marks.SyedHakim got 29/30.WTF?Nvm,will beat him next time.Watch out arh.Hahahha.Kidding!Okayyokayy,New song again 'Say ok' by Vanessa Hudgens.Read the lyrics and you'll understand. Okay till here,TakeCare semua:D Byebyee!

2009-02-08T19:15:00.003+08:00

Macam2 problem timbul nowadays?
BenciBenci! What telah happen ni?????I Hate lah situation like this.
Can i Have a HAPPY LIFEE for just a dayyy?Haiz.Whatever lah ehhhh?

2009-02-08T03:51:00.002+08:00

Morning people,now it's 3.51am.Still can't sleep.Haiz,i've been thinking about something this few days.I donno why he acted differently infront of me and Not others.After that hang outs,he is like 'ignoring' me.Dun understand whyy...!What did I do wrongg?

The only thing i ask is for you to be FRIENDS back with me like the old time.

Yeahh,today 8am gonna breakfast at my Aunt house.She's gonna cook Western food.Yummy..!and hey,FYI i've been doing my Exercise! Hahahx.Not sure whether have loose weight or not.Hmmm,Last friday SJAB was quite fun,as Kerry,Jeslyn and Me took in charge of the Sec 2s.I felt very2 Shy at first but then ok already.Kerry,SUPER WOW.She's goood le.Hmph!Hahhax.Jeslyn donno.She tired that time.So then,ask the Sec 2s to march around school,and they kept on laughing.LOLS.After SJAB met Kin,Tiqaa,Kin's BF,His friend,Yazly,Ras and Aidil.After awhile i realised my wallet was LOST.I was so DAMN panic.Then went back to school with Aidil but dun have.Luckily i called Lisah,it's with her.hahahax.So then,sat at 663 at chitchatted.After that MEET-THE-PARENTS session.Damn boring lahh.Then kena caught by Principle because we talk.Hahahhax.Then blablabla.As per NORMAL kena Critisize by all teachers.Haiiz.Nvm,i'll improve my behaviour.OKAYYYYY?-_- Okayy,TakeCare semua.Sayang korang! :D

No matter what.Keep Smiling,You will feel good. Say 'EEEEEEEE'Hahhax.

2009-02-03T22:39:00.001+08:00

Go to Syerzan's blog.He's promoting SHOESS!

www.thirsty-syerz.blogspot.com

mustmust go.
Thanks,yo!

2009-02-02T18:06:00.003+08:00

When my friends are Happy,I'm Not.Why is there always a opposite things in my life?Kenapa nie~?Tak faham,tak faham.Haizz.Just now,I seriously don't have mood to do anything even in class.Less jokes.and i dun laugh alot today.Why?I don't know.Today i even take all things seriously and i keep on frowning.Why?I don't know.Today,i ain't a girl who always Smile anyway,anytime,anywhere.Why?I don't know. Guess my heart doesn't seem to be here in the world today..Haizz.

Don't Worry,Be Happy???

2009-02-01T22:28:00.002+08:00

Yo!(: Whassup huh?Eyyy,i miss that oh-so-sweet guy alotttt!Tkpetkpe.tomorrow jumpaa~ yeahh!been practicing Maths Indices.It's difficult though,but still okay for me.I mean can handle lahh.This Wednesday 5th Feb Maths Test oii.Studdy okay,kwnkwn?Hahahx.I really do love my 3F and not to forget 3E! They rock my world,man.They can't fail to make me smile,EVERYSINGLEDAY.Espescially,Ng,Lee,Ong.Hahahx.My girlfrieends.And all.Haizz,never meet them Saturday or Sunday.Been going out with Family.Yeahh,talking aboit FAMILY.I really do Miss FAMYLEE.Haiz,I wish it will all just slow down.Everything in my life is always been fullspeed ahead.But like someone says,Nothing is gonna slowdown.Hmm~ :_(

2009-02-01T15:58:00.001+08:00

I Can't wait to reach 16.
Kin know,Tiqaa know.

2009-01-30T21:14:00.002+08:00

Guess WHAT?I kena go for MORNING RUN from Tuesday onwards.Cool huh?Hahaha..I care about it abit lah.But like what Ju says,Heck caree about them.Tkpetkpe,it's okay,it's alright.I want to be SLIM just like my body after SJAB camp.Hees;I promise myself to come every session of Morning Run,until i SLIM downn.Hahahhax.ayayayayai! Okay people,GTG.TakeCare.Byebyeeee(:

2009-01-29T20:56:00.002+08:00

TODAY WAS AWESOME,EVERYONE IS UNHAPPY! OKAYYY? my beloved friends?Kenapa ni dgn korang?like Fafa selalu ckp BE HAPPPY DON't WORRY kankankan fhm tk?heees;but sometimes bila ada problems tu boleh lah sadsad.Hahahax.
okay dah itu ajer.Nak buat homeworkkk~
Byebye,Semua!
TakeCaree.

FAFA SAYANG KINKIN BESTIE,GILFRIENDS and BOYFRIENDS!

2009-01-27T01:02:00.002+08:00

There's many more,but haven't upload yett.yeahh! We look Great in all picturees.Errrrr.Hahahahx.Okayy I wanna sleep now.LOLS.Mcm fahamm jer.Byebye semua and Takecare.

2009-01-26T19:21:00.002+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR
to All Chinese and Everyone.

So,today didn't get to go out with friends.Haizz.Boring nyaa! but at last,went out with Family to eat dinner.So i ate Mutton Chop and drank Choc Milk.Donno why these days I've been eating alot.Hahahax.Just now,planned with Kin and her BF to meet at KallangCage to see her BF's friend play Soccer but then,tak jadii~ because of some reasons -_- Ayayayai! Haizz..tk habishabis ehhhhh???? Haizz.So yesterday had a great outing with Family.Went to Mustafa Center there and ate lunch then walkwalkwalk.went to Geylang Serai cuz Mum wanna buy Clothes.after that went to BedokCorner and Makan for dinner.Yeahh.Eat again.hahahx.So ate,Lasagna.Sedap Oii!Hahahax.Then went home and called Kin.Haizz.ALOT of stories from her.mostly about Sec 3 CAMP.As usual.Hahahx.Okay then went to SLEEP.

Haiz,Biler sekolah nak bukak niee~?

I Miss that oh-so-sweet guyy! Huakk!
tiqaa know,I know.Heeees;

2009-01-25T12:59:00.003+08:00

Roxy SugarBaby Backpack
BathingApes shoes.

Levis Watch.

Nike air max 90.

SEE ALL THIS!;Ishh Geramnyaa Fafaa.Mcm nk curik ajekk.Ayayayayai!

2009-01-25T12:33:00.003+08:00

Pheww!Finally get to update all the stuffs especially my BLOG!I don't when i last update.Yeah..And my Links lost!Fuckk!Hahahax.But nahh,it's okayy.Hey guys;i've contacted with my friend back.Yeahh!You know who you are ehh?Hahahx.So conference with him yesterday like normal.Butbut,got problem with Reen and Kin.Haiyoo.Again and again.But it's okayy.Reen says he wanna Bunuh diri todayy.WTF!Don't be stupid yo!Haizz.Before the night,Kin,Someone,Husmi,Reen,Zul,Aidil and Yazly went to ECP to enjoy.Hahahx.We did enjoy a little.Hahahax.So meet Kin and someone at Bedok Inter.Luckily didn't have to wait long.Hahax.then waited for Aidil.At 12.15 sharp headed to ECP.Then Blablabla.Husmi and Zul came.Had fun with them though.Then,Reen came.I was hopin he brought his guitar and he did!Hahha.After that Yazly came.Woah.I swear he look Handsome yesterday.He dressed up like a HipHop guy.I Loike!LOLS.Hahhax.Then Yaz go do the whatwhat thing.donno what.Took pictures with Someone and Kin.Hahahx.So the,after 5 sumtin.i have to go home.Had a little quarrel with Kin ytd.But then okay already.Hahaha.Yeah,we go through thick and thin togethaaaa.LaughOutLoud.Haiz..Pictures will be up soon.Like i said Laptop bluetooth spoiles or mine is spoiled.Hahah.So Monday sapesape nk kluar?DEAREST ask me whether i wanna go out with them or not tmr.Then i say Donno.Hahaha.okay,till here then.TakeCare semua!
REEN DON'T BUNUH DIRI,pls!STOP YOUR CRAP.LOLS
I WANT THIS SHOE,pls?
It's Nike-Air-Max-90;Sneaker freaker for Ladies.Geramnyaaa!

2009-01-24T22:04:00.000+08:00

Will be updating soon,peeps(:
Sorry yeahh?
TakeCare!

2009-01-18T14:57:00.003+08:00

Been tagged by PeishanLove:D\

10 Random Facts About Me:

1. Who's the person that tagged you?
Peishann(:
2. Relationship between you and her?
   My sister-in-law.Hahahaha!
3. Three impressions of her?
  Pretty,Cute and Kind-hearted.Aww..
4. If she becomes your enemy, you will?
  Won't,will never.
5. What will you say to the person you like
 very much?
   Nothing.
6. Characteristic I like about myself?
   I AM LAME.
7. Characteristic I hate about myself?
Too kind to people.Yeahh!
8. For the person whom you hate, you say?
HUAKKKKK.IHATEYOU.Can i punch you?
9. Whatt do people feel about you?
   Don't know.
10. Your crush?
    Someone Lor.
11. Pass this to 10 people
 1. Fitri.
 2. Tiqaa
 3. Khairaa
 4. Maryanti
 5. Ryann.
 6. Fidii
 7. Yayaa.
 8. Roubingg.
 9. Ilaa.
 10.Mira .

12. If 5 & 7 were together?
 Don't Know.

13. Who does 5 like?
 He like,He like...

14. What colour does 9 like?
 White?Hahahhax.Donno.

15. Say something about 8?
 hahaha. SWEEET and TALL!

16. Who is 2?
 My Lee!She's my Bestfriend.

17. Talk about 3.
 She LOVE to laugh.
 She sits beside me.
 She love to talk CRAP.

18. Who is 10's bestf?
   Her Madrasah friends?

19. Who's the sexiest among all 10?
  Just like Peishan says,My Brother.But i think Not lah:P

20. What colour does 4 like?
 ??..

21. Is 4 single?
 Yes,i think.

22. Your relationship with 1.
 He's my LaughOutLoud Brother

23. Are 5 & 6 best friends?
 No, They don't know each other
24. 9's surname?
 Omar.Haha.

25. 7's nickname?
BabyYaya??

26. Say something to 8.
 HELLO Roubing!

27. Say something to help 9.
 Be patient with your relationship.HAHAH.

28. Who do you admire?
 Hmm..

29. Where does 1 live?
 He stays the same block,house as me.

30. 10 of them know who you like?
 ALL.

31. Say something to 6 when you see her.
    Heyy!Long time neva meet yeahh?

2009-01-18T11:51:00.002+08:00

Peepsss!SorrySorry fer not updating for a week.I've beeeeen SOOO busy with stuffss.Yeah!That song again.I know,Miss Independent.Yesterday during CCA open house open that song.It's so wonderful lah.LOLS.Oh yeahh,ytd was DAMN greatt!I've attarcted many Sec 1s yesterdayy.yeahh!And one of them is Syamir(: He's veryvery Cute.He sat at the SJAB banch and asked him,"Are you in Soccer?"because he's face look like then he said"yeahh,How you know?"Then i laughed.Then i ask him whether he wanna join SJAB the he say"Boleh lah!"means Can lah.Woww.Hahahx.And this year i hope there's many BOYS!in SJAB.Hahax.So it won't look so..hmm,Hahahx.Then before the thing started,NPCC people sat with us with their Rifle,then Nathaniel DAMN irritating lehh.He go shoot people around.hahahx.Then talktalk with Madhir and Jeslyn and Sophia.Hahax.And yeah,Tiqaa and Khaai,I;m sorry my handphoneBluetooth is down.Cannot send photos to lappieee(:So Sorry,Will be putting the pictures soon okayy?Paiseyhpaisyeh.So yeahh.TakeCare,people.Love youu(:

2009-01-11T12:01:00.002+08:00

MIRA!!I MISS YOUU!
Hahahax(:
MIRA!MIRA!MIRA!MIRA!
AKU RINDU KAU BODOH.
:D :D

Mira peminat Hyrul.Fafa peminat Hady.(:
Heeexs;

2009-01-11T10:29:00.003+08:00

Yeahh!Sorry fer not updating for afew dayss.hahahx.SorryAlot.Hmm,had our 3days Sec3 camp.and i swear it;s DAMN great okayy?!Gonna tell you what happen!

1st Day:
Meet Kin at Inter with all our heavy bags.Hahax.Then headed to BedokNorthSec and waited for Tiqaa,Khai and Siti! at General office.So blablabla,Go to classroom check bag.Many bought handphones and ciggrates but they put somewhere lah.hahahx.Aftet that,went to EastCoastPark for C.I.P.and had our lunch at there too.The food was ok lah.Then met our Instructor named Sheema(: She's damn great but had to leave us earlier because she wasn't feeling well.After ECP.went to Mount Faber SAFRA.It is so damn Big.Hahahx.Then,blablabla.I forgot what happen next.Then meet our new Instructor,LIYANA! My camp instructor!Heexs.Then at Night,had our Night Confidence.It was the place where Huang Nah get kiddnapped and died.Our Camp Chief,Gena told us.It was pretty scary though.SO we had to go with seperate group.WTH.So i go with Yasser,Justin and Jocelyn and Amiriah.I was damn pissed of lah becasue when i hold Yasser everybody Hold then i was like behind in the dark,So i went to Justin.Walau he's damn confident,Hahahax.heard alot of sounds but just ignored.Kinkin crieddd,As she was too scared and she heard something drop.Acuatlly everybody heard it.What lah Kin nik.Haha.Then Abg Zieeee pujuk dier.Hahahahx.After that Lights Off slept with Kin.DAMN cold sia.Then saw someone sleeptalking&Fart and we laugh and laugh like hell.

Day 2:
Rise&Shinee!Wash up with Kin.hahahx.Had our Amazing race.walau my group didnt do quite well.Hmm.it's okay.Then outdoor cooking lunch,Damn kecohh and Hot,The weather cannot tahann.Tsk.After that was Water activityy!!!Damn greatt.Thanks Tiqaa for giving me support to go into the water.Hahahx.Then showered with Khaai.Hahahx.So damn Kecoh sia She.Hahahx.Then,had our dinner and CAMPFIREEEE!Eventhough 3F didn't do quite well we still did our bestt.yeahh!And then was chicken dance and singing.When singing part all of them throwed light sticks and Rafie and Nathaniel DAMNDAMN kecoh picking up all the light sticks.hahahx.I keep on laughing lah.Donno whyy.Then lights off slept with Kin.

Day 3:
Our last night with trainers and friends.haish.We all had partyy.Black Mamba in the house!Hahahx.The boys were so excited.And all of them gather and we had like some kind of dancing.Hahahx.Amirul,baekk!He did a breakdancing.yeahh!Then hugged my Instructor Liyana and also Erna.Woooots!After that back to BedokNorthSec.Sat at petal with Siti,Tiqaa and Kinn with the boys.They played soccer.Wahh.Not tired arh?Hahahx.So then,went home and Mum ask me to go out and eat dinner with her.Hahahx.So i agree lor and didn't go for school the next day.Hmm(:
SO That's all.

3F IS THE BEST!
3F IS THE BEST!
3F IS THE BEST!
You likee?
We likee.
Goooo 3F!

B.R.A.V and O
BRAVO IN THE HOUSE EYO EYO.
B.R.A.V and O
BRAVO IN THE HOUSE EYO EYO.
Goooooo BRAVO!

Good Luck for those who is taking their O level results!

2009-01-02T22:39:00.002+08:00

Hello peoplee(: Firstly i wanna wish a very HAPPY NEW YEARRR!Hahahahx(: So,how?Best or not your first day of school?Mine,Greattt!Absolutely,Hahahahx.So went to meet dearest Kinkin at Bedok inter.Gosh,she din' tie up her hair.Naughty~then took 87 as usual.then she kena caught because her tinted hair.Whattt.Thenn,suddenly nmpak muke BERUK and she say "eh size der tak berubah-rubah"hahahx.She is so Busted.You know,i know.The boys,Macho arh.Long pants per.Hahahx.Hmm,then our form teacher and co-form is the bestt!I Loike!hahahx.Its Ms Kaur&Ms Ong.Hahahx.I LOVEEEE Ms Ong!Then,i kena sit infront deyhh.Behind me luckily got SyedHakim!Then can talktalk.If not Boringg!Hahahx.So he started with his LAME jokes lahh.hahahx.As per normal.Then after recess sat wit Tiqaa and Lisdah.Sumpah gerek.We tell each other our jokes and laugh like hell.And the jokes are so DAMN lame.Hahahx.After that went to meet Kin and Siti outside school gate.we walk walk,then tiqaa cut Kin's and Siti's hair.HAIRDRESSER per.mesti respect.Ehem..Then we went our seperate ways,blablabla,went to Skatepark or Scapepark wit Kinkinn.We talktalk about this boy (personal arh).hahahahx.Then,all the flashback.Suddenly ada lelaki disturbed kiter schoolgirls.Hmph!Then,next,there's indonesian boys pass by and sat beside us.WOW.LOLS.Then,they keep looking lah.Hahahx.but I like the one kat middle.hahahx,Hrrrr.WTH.Okay.Shuddup~there's many things happen there lah.No need to say.Hahahx.Then went back at 7.30pm.After which,went to find clothes with mummy!Nothing happen.Okay,Besokk Kin,jgn luper,go out okayy?Pape picit.Hehehex.Bye,peoplee(:Love ya!TakeCare!

SEC 3 CAMP,looking foward to it.LOLS

2008-12-31T17:24:00.002+08:00

7 hours and 40mins left to NEW YEAR.Yeah basically,I have nothing to change bout myself.Maybee,be more confident.Be good in studies.yeahh.I can't wait to see my Sec 1 and ST johns juniourss(: Hahahax.I hope 2009 will be a greatt,fantastic.FABOLOUS! yearr!.Hahahahaahx.Yeahh,goin out laterrrrrrrrrr.TakeCare,guys.Love yaaaaaaaaaaa.

SEC 3 pupils! CAMP coming rightt~?

2008-12-31T07:02:00.003+08:00

Hahahx.I've been tagged by Kerry A.K.A Kerry Liar.Bluek!

1) Who's the person who tagged you?
Kerry&Khai
2) Relationship between you and her/him?
Gooooood Friendss
3) Three impressions of her/him?
Kerry: Kind,understanding,Liar.Hahahx
Khai: Sweet and funneh
4) If she/he becomes your enemy, you will?
it will not happen(:
5) What will you say to the person you like very much?
I hate you(:
6) Characteristics i like about myself?
Donnno?
7) Characteristics i hate about myself?
Nah~
8) For the bad person you hate, what will you say?
Ew.
9) What do people feel about you?
What do you think?
10) Your crush...?
Zac Efron
11) Pass this to 10 persons:
1. MiraaSyg
2. PeishanLove
3. Maryati yantie
4. Aidah
5.Mudd
6. Fitriee
7. RoubingSweets
8. Sarahfriendsterfriend
9. Zulaikhadearest
10. Ilaa
12) If 5 & 7 are together?
They dun even know each other
13) What does 9 likes?
Her boyfriend
14) What colour does 6 likes?
RED!
15) Say something about 8.
She's sweeet
16) Who is 2?
My brother's Gf
17) Talk about 3.
She's my schoolmate!
18) Who is 10's best friends?
Donno.Different school
19) Who's the sexiest among all 10?
All.Hahahx
20) What colour does 4 likes?
Donnoee
21) Is 4 single?
Not sure.
22) Your relationship with 1?
My sygg.
23) Are 5 & 6 best friends?
Nah~but cousins
24) 9's surname?
Hmmm.
25) 7's nickname?
Bing!
26) Say something to 8.
Heyy(:
27) Say something to help 9.
Heyy.Are you okay?
28) Who does 1 admire?
Someone lorr.
29) Where does 1 live?
Donno.Forgot.
30) 10 of them know who you like?
MiraaSyg(:
31) Say something to 6 when you see him/her.
Can i punch your face?
32) 10's spouse?
Hahahx/Donno.

2008-12-27T11:50:00.002+08:00

Hey peeeeps(: Woah!New blog skin,new SONG.How was it?Nice or..?"Pretty mama,if you're Single.."Hahahx.Yeah.Johor trip was DAMNDAMN fun.Yeah!Bought alot of stuffs and food of course.Okay i swear Christmas Eve and Christmas day was DAMN cold.Correct?Hahahx.Hmm,and you guys know what?I just finished exercising.LOLS.Like so?Hahahx.Acuatlly i donno what to write.Oh yah!Yesterday messaged Shaozheng(:,my instructor I told him that the lunch we're having was cancelled.WTF?yeah i know.Because of some reasons.I dun wanna tell.Hmm.I'm So so damn Sorry.Next timee!So chatted with Hazim yesterday,he was fucking DAMN lame okayy?He said I'm boring.OKAY,Fine HAZIM ROJAK!Hmph!Hmph!He's really nonsense leh.Kinkin!Monday go out with aku okay?Girlfriends day out!..rindu banget sih sama lue!Hahahx.yeah!!Today gonna eat Swensen with my Family.Can't wait for 1600hrs.Hahhax.Ouh.the time reminds me of camp.Shiat! I really miss Marcus Sir's jokess!Tsk.Yunsi Ma'am,Adrian Sir,Afiq Sir,Kevin Sir,Kiah Seng Sir and the Night Sentury.Oh whatever it's spelled.Hahhax.Nevermind still got POP.yeahh!Then this tmr got Public Duty.Weee.Can't wait.JESLYN!KERRY! Hahahx.LOLS.Okay,i wanna bath now.Hahahax.Gtg,Byebye.Love you all.CARACAL!BNCO!

LOLS!!!!!!

2008-12-25T22:43:00.001+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
LOLS.
it's cold down here..

2008-12-22T10:03:00.002+08:00

Oh.I dreamt about Someone special yesterday.I dreamt that he loves one of my friends instead of me.And then,i saw his MSN nick writing my friends name and a heart shape there.And i cried like hell.Hahahax.NONSENSE lah.But that someone special is just a Someone who is special to me lah.Not boyfriend or admirer or whoever.Don't ask why.Please.I'm afraid to fall in love ever again.Because ALL BOYS ARE THE SAME.*winks*Damn.I wanna go out.I miss Dearest badly.Biler mahu keluar?(: 27th December going outt yeahh!With my Ex-matess.Can't wait.Yeah.Okay,last two days this boy named HAFIDZ chatted with me.he says all the sweet words and lastly he said he wanna WEBCAM wit me.SO i accepted! WhatTheFish! But then i cancelled.After i cancelled he ask me about all the stupid things.Hahahx.You know~ Seeeeee,all the boys are the same.BUTBUT not all.(: Hm,Kin's been complaining why i din't talk to her.I'm so sorry Bestie.Glad you understood.I'm so tireddd.yesterday i'm so sorry.Fafa tertiduuur.And Kin's msg was damn sweet.Kin said if wanna call back just call if you wanna sleep no need to call it's okay.Something like that.She's the only ONE who understands my tiredness.Hahahx.Thanks Girlfrieee.Fafa Sayang Kinkin!

"Currently,missing 'BAIKHeart' like hell"

2008-12-21T22:50:00.007+08:00

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LIKE HELL ALOT,yeah?

2008-12-21T08:42:00.003+08:00

Dearest Caracal,
I must say this,Thanks for being such a great groupmate to me.You guys are just an awesome girlfriends and boyfriends I have never ever met in my entire life.You guys are always there through thick and thin.I really miss the day that we had in camp.Especially during hiking,when i don't know where to go you guys teach me,and show me the way.Thanks so much.I'm sorry for being so BLUR.Hahax.And then,our lunch point,we sang Fever song first,that was the best part PLUS Caracal song in our feminine way with Shao Zheng Sir.I really miss it.The moment we cooked and all that stuffs.Then during campfire,we all did a great job.You guys are so DAMN supportive.Hahahx.Really miss goin to Sunplaza with ALPHA(: Thanks so Much for all the memories.Lastly,I Love you all alot.

To my dearest Instructor,
Shaozheng Sir,THANK YOU ALOT for being such a GREAT instructor to us.You are really the Kindess person I've ever met.Thanks for the teddy bear and card.I'll will always remember this line"EVENTHOUGH I'M NOT WITH YOU PHYSICALLY,BUT MY SPIRIT IS ALWAYS THERE FOR YOU"Always remember.And i really miss the hiking too.Really miss it plus campfire where you sat with me!Hahahax.LOL I always keep laughing because of you lah.Plus the flag that hit your head always.Hahax.I really miss that.Thanks for being a SO supportive instructor.Eventhough you din turn up yesterday,all the Caracal were DAMN sad when we took photo.Without Instructor.Hm.Thanks alot Sir.Gonna miss you alot.((:
Oh yarh,Congrats for getting the TOP N level student(:

I MISS BNCO SOOOOOO MUCH!

How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.

2008-12-17T11:22:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY
Dearest Ryann(:

Hope you have a wonderful life ahead yeah?Thanks for being there always.Hope you'll pass your O levels.Love ya,dearestt!Hahahx.

2008-12-16T10:52:00.003+08:00

Finally back from Camp!So sorry for not updating.I'm in camp what?Hahahx.So gonna tell you all from the first day until the last day,yeah?Nak bacer,go on tknk bacer sudah(:

DAY 1!
Meet Jeslyn,Kerry and Madhir at Bedok Inter.Then took 9 to reach Changkat Changi Sec.Just as we got in My instructor ask to run at the Counter WITH our bags.WTH.Hahax.but nvm.Sense of urgency!Hm.Then surrendered our things then changed into Full Uniform.Firstparade.Then we had a bunk arrangement.I'm in BUNK B!Hahahx.My roomates,they were a;; so damn Friendly,especially Kitty!My sleeppartner!Hahah.Then we had Lunch.First day lunch was Ok.I can't finish it.Hehex.Then we had our Drill knowledge by Marcus Sir!hEHEEHX.After thatttttt.was my most favourite part which was Sing-along by our GI.They were so dmn CUTE!We sang alot of song one of them was Fatherabraham.It was so laughoutloud song.hahahahx.Then Falglowerng then dinner then went to bed.First night as i had to do NightCentury(?) i slept with Jeslyn.Hehehx.woke up at 2 and report to Afiq Sir.Luckily din' scold.Hehehx.

DAY 2!
Woke up at 5.00 as we had Fire drill. I swear i was shocked like hell.Hahahx.Then had Breakfast.After breakfast MAP READINGGG!With our intructor.SO my Dearest Caracal went to our beloved instructor,Shaozheng Sir.Okay i felt paiseyh lah because went he tested all of us,i was the only one who was WORNG.Heheex.But it's okay.Then was Footdrill session,Then was Lunch,Thnthen,Group performance preparation.Our division group,ALPHA dearsest!sang I'm yours and dance Low song.hahax.After that donno what.Falg lowering then lights off.Slept with Kitty!

DAY 3!
First parade.Then went to PULAU UBIN for hikinggggggg!Hahahx.we went there from 0700hrs until 600hrs i think.Okay,Gonna tell you alot.took boat to go there,Wenr there with Caracal,Shaozheng sir and Kevin Sir.The boat was damn fast and al the firls face was like kedoink.hahahax.We wanted to vomit acuatlly.reach there already.went to out Checkpoint 1,Instrucyor said we finish it less than Half and hour.hehehex.we got 10 checkpints arh?I donno but we managed to 6checkpoint.Then we reach our last destination along the way,we met Adrian Sir,He cheated us leh.He ask us to cross along the bushes when there was another way.hahahax.But it's okay.So as we were early we did our another checpoint.Then we need to do a cheer for AdrianSir and Marcus Sir.So we did our Caracal song which was
"Caracal is mighty,Caracal is strong
So listen to the Caracal song
Caracal woot woot
Caracal wootwoot
Caracal woot!"
Hahahahx.It's damn cute lah,Then they ask to do a femenine one.Walau.Then walk to our destination with Marcus Sir he's Damn Supportive le.Hahahx.Went back to the last 'Pitstop' Hahahax.And we need to open the 'door' and we need to do a cheer before we can move on.So we did a Caracal Song as in a feminine way this time with Intructor!Shaozheng sir was so Damn cuteee when he did that.hahahax.Then went Changkat changi Sec back.Had our dinner,Intructor said he was DAMNDAMN proud of us.Aww,Thanks,Sir, then Sleep With kitty again.Hahahx.Need to do century duty.Then i was the only girl in that group so paiseyh,with all the Sirs.My duty was at 4 till 5.30 then chatted with one of my Sirs.donno what's his name.Hehehx.He's damn Kind,Hehehx/

DAY 4!
All i thought on that day was only CAMPFIRE!Hahahx.First fun was teambuilding games.Our first checkpoint iswith our instructor.We need to jump over the rope.hehehx.then was the squeeze thing,then go over another.Then cross the river.I swear this was the first time i stretch my legs.Seriously.i patner with Erriscon and Xianzhi.they ask me to strecth my legs like hell.I know it's ugly lah,hahahx.then the flour thing.At night was Campfire.Weee.was my most memorable day with Caracals!I swear.I love it.Hehehex.Then Sleep with Peiyun.Hahahahx,Then had a feedback session with Marcus Sir!He ask for our feedback .The i go raised up and talk about Caracals instructor,Hahahax,Cannot say one lah.

DAY 5!
I hate day 5.Last day,And i cried like hell and the end if the parade.Seriously cannot stand it lah.Especially when we sang Linger song.
"Mmm,I want to linger here
Mmm,a little longer here
Mmm,a little longer here with you

Mmm,It's such a perfect night
Mmm,It doesn't seem quite right
Mmm.That this's our last night here with you

Mmm,and come december
Mmm,I will remember
Mmm,our camping days and friendships true."

Isn't that teardropping.Hahahax.But then was okay.Then took taxi and wnt home.Hehehx.

Slept for awhile the went out with Mum.And then in the Taxi i cried again.I really Miss my Caracal and Intructor soo Damn Much.

To Caracal.My dearst one and only groupmates,you were all so DamnDamn kind to me.I really wish not to be seperated with you all.Thanks for sharing every single thing with me.I reallyreallyreally Love you,Caracal(:

To Shaozheng Sir,You have been a GREATGREAT intructor to Caracal.I must say.You are supportive and reallyveryKind,We really appriciate that alot.Thanks for helping us in everything,Thank you so much,Instrctor!(:

To Alpha;Guyssguys.we always say this word We all in this together.Until the campfire was the We all in this toghether song,Hahahx,We had our joy together.Thanks so much.Love ya Alpha.

To Sirs,Mams.Intructor,Officers,helpers.We really Love you eventhough you scolded us.Hahahax.

2008-12-10T22:50:00.003+08:00

Heyhey peeps;Sorry for not updating.Okay been veryveryvery Busy PLUS Happy(:Hees;Tomorrow I'm having a 5days camp.Thursday until Monday.Hahahx.SJAB Camp.Currently talking to KinKin.hehex.Something happen.No worries Bestie.I will be there no matter what okay?Hahahx.LOL.FaFa LOLOLOL.Kinkin say"SHE WILL BE STRONG."remember that.Yeah.I've pack my things.Carrying 3 bags.hahahx.Going meet Jeslyn&Kerry at Bedok Inter.Seriously,can't wait.Hahahax.So that's all.Updating again soon.Byebye people.Love ya.

I'mInLove.ButI'mScaredit won'thappenAGAIN.

2008-12-02T01:53:00.002+08:00

HELLO MISS AND MR INDEPENDENT.Hahahx.LOLS!Nonsense eh?So long never post.Been busy larh.So,erm,Kin called me last three days.What a WOW.She asked me How i am.Blablabla.So many stories from her.Serious.So Last Saturday got SJAB course.DAMN fun!hahahx.Woke up at 6AM then reach bedokinter to meet Jeslyn,Kerry,Madhir,Shahidah,Haziq&Sophia.Not so long.Then took 67 to go Bedok view Sec.Then in the bus i just notice that i din't bring my Overall hairnet.I was like'Oh SHIT!'face.Hahahx.Then,changed with Jes,Kerry.The Blablabla.And the Bedok-northians are seperated.I was in Caracal group.Others i donno.Okay i swear the Caracal's are DAMN friendly.I made friends with all of them in just One hour less.hahahx.Then,kena lecture.I swear i love Sir Adrians' lecture.DamnDamn Funny.hahahax.We are all so sleepy then he disturbed and made us laughed.Then i think he noticed my eyes are gettin smaller and smaller.The he said"I noticed some eyes are getting smaller and smaller*looking at me then smile*"Hahahhx.I was so paiseh at that time.Hahahx.Yeahh!And next week SHIT.I must be the Group I/C.I really3 don't wanna be.I dun have loud voice and i donno WTH is Total strength and present strengh.Hahahax.Gonna ask everyONE.So just now,Shaozheng Group Instructor,messaged he said this Wednesday must come Sunplaza Park.Must do that Flag thingy.Yeahh!I LOVE MY GROUP!
GO CARACAL(:

xoxo FAFA FUCKYOU(:

2008-11-27T19:58:00.002+08:00

Hello.Hello Peeeps! Went to Escapethemepark wit Dearsestt!SO damn fun.Had alot of laughter.Hahahax.Okay,I finally fallen in love back.Hees;As stated in MSN Escapesthemepark instructor;I LOVE you(:Hees; opps.So meet dearest at White Sand then took Neoprint.I swore we look great there.Then headed to Escape theme park.Took Flipper,Kiter flyer,Ferris Wheel,Haunted house and Wet&Wild.It's so fun.The instructors there were so BAIK.Next time meet again yeah?AkuSayaangDearest(: Next time kluar lagi okayy?Muackss(:

I FINALLY FALLEN IN LOVE(:

2008-11-25T22:13:00.002+08:00

Okay Cool.Kin picked up Tiqaa's call.Okay Best.It's Okay.So it's shows that she's more important then me.Okayy.Understood.You how it hurts right,Kin.Cool.Cool.Thanks Kin for breaking your Bestfriend heart.Thanks alot.

2008-11-25T03:44:00.007+08:00

Kinkin Bestie
,I donno why these days I've been thinking bout you.I just thought that something bout our friendship doesn't seems right.I doono.I felt that I'm not one of you best BESTFRIEND.I can't understand you.I'm totally Useless being your Bestie isn't it?Sometimes at night i keep on thinkin' that you have someone better than me?or you just want to forget bout me?Huh?I dun understand.I'm reallyreallyreally SORRY about that message.I'm so fustrated because whenver i call you either you reject or you din't want to answer.That makes me more curious.Who are you talking with until you dun want to pick up my calls?Who ask you not to pick up my calls?I've always ask this questions whenever you did that.As what you know how much i TREASURE OUR FRIENDSHIP.i just hope you treasure it too.What makes you so angry until you became like this.I just don't understand.and FYI i dun ever want to BREAK our FRIENDSHIP okay?If you are okay,just call me ASAP.I hope we will be like before.I Love you,Kinkin Hyper((:
xoxo FafaFuckYou(:

Satu-satu buat mcm gini.
What's wrong wit this world?
Haizz.
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Setelah kupahami ku bukan yang terbaik
Yang ada di hatimu
Tak dapat kusangsikan
Ternyata dirinyalah yang mengerti kamu
Bukanlah diriku ..

Kini maafkanlah aku
Bila ku menjadi bisu kepada dirimu
Bukan santunku terbungkam
Hanya hatiku berbatas 'tuk mengerti kamu
Maafkanlah aku..

Chorus :
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Ku harus meninggalkanmu
Ku harus melupakanmu
Meski hatiku menyayangimu
Nurani membutuhkanmu
Ku harus merelakanmu

Dan hanyalah dirimu
Yang mampu memahamiku
Yang dapat mengerti aku

Ternyata dirinyalah
Yang sanggup menyanjungmu
Yang ramah menyentuhmu
Bukanlah diriku..

2008-11-23T21:27:00.006+08:00

Heyy People.How are you guys?Hahahax.So,went to Melaka Central on Saturday which was yesterday.Hmm.I didn't sleep the whole day.So played laptop until 6AM then went to bathe.Siapsiap then went out at 8.10 sharp.My family and I waited for all my aunties.5mins later they came.Then went Lavender end took Singapore-Melacca Express.So in the bus was kecoh.We don't where are the numbers.It's complicated.Hahax.Thenn,finally we sat behind.Hahax.It's like DAMN Fun.Hees;We breakfast alot of foods.Hahax.Then singgah my aunty house,jengukjenguk at her.And i swear Mud was SACARSTIC.I asked one of thoseboys name.So one was Hairy(HA-RY).Then i asked another one?Then Mud said HAIRLESS.And i laughed like HELL!Hahahax.Then went MELAKA CENTRAL.What more.SHOPPING lah.Hahahax.So then,bought A&W food for our journey back.Hahhax.I already bought my school bag!It's Pink&White.And the most thing i LOVE was my handphone cover i change it to PINK!Woooho.So no need change handphone already!Hahhax.Then in the Bus saw this Guy.I named him Ashgoodlookinguy(: I told him to my Mum.Hahax.and she got fustrated.So after reached the Woodlands checkpoint I was lookin at him and he was lookin at me like eye to eye lah kan.hahahx.Then he cepat2 tunduk.Hahahax.So cute~ Then after that he was gone.Tsk!Whatt! So yeah.And then ateateate at the bus unil Lavender.Then Home-d!Hees;So here's are the Pictures takenn.Not that much,though(:

xoxoFafaFuckyou(:

2008-11-22T03:43:00.003+08:00

Heyy Peeps!The above picture was taken just now.(Thanks bro for lending me your Hp)
I'm just so bored.So i know it looks pucat.But whatevA.I dun give a DAMN care.Hahax.Now it's 5 mins to 4.30am.hees;Still can't sleep.Been listening to the song"FOREVER"by Chris Brown.I reallyverysungguh LOVE that song.It makes me go WooHoo.Hahahx.So,Tiqaa called me at 12 sumtin.Talktalktalk then suddenly i heard SILENCE.So i called her name.Rupe-rupenyer dier da tido~Hahahax.I heard her snoring.But not so loud lah.Hahhaax.Cute lah Tiqaa.So i was like laughing.Hmm.She cut her bangs sia.Jealousgiler.She's looking moremoreandmore Pretty.Serious talking,I'm totallie Jealous.Hahahax.So just now went out.Hmm.I recieved a new dress!Wee.I try it out and it was like WOW.Hahax.So.erm,Now Playing"Fall For You"by Second Serenade.Hehex;Yeah.So just now messaged wit one of GoodBoyFriend.Kwn Fafa lah.Hahax.
He asked:
"Are you attached again?"
I said:
"Erm'Nop.I'm Not ready to FALL IN LOVE again.Because everytime i FAILED to Fall in love"
So he said:
"Ohok.Hope you find soon yeah?
I said:
"Maybe.Sooner or later."
Hahahax.Erm yar.NOT READY yet lah.Because it seems that i always FAIL to Fall in Love:(
Yar BUT WHATEVER! NO Boyfriend;No problem(: I always keep that in Mind.Hahax.OkayHahax.

I gtg.Byebye.LOVESWEETMORNING

2008-11-21T01:32:00.002+08:00

Now it's 1.33Am.As usual i can't sleep.Haha.So I reallyreally LOVE life as it is now.Heees; And i really miss the outing that i have wit Reen&Kin.I donno why.It's really Fun lah.Wow so many REALLY hahahax.So yar.Hmm.Been playing The Sims 2 at PSP.Hahax.I almost complete half of the game.Yeah!So,thought of going out tmr.It's very boring at home.Hmm.So korang nnti kluar lagi k?Hahax.Just now Kin missed called me.we talktalktalk then,i asked her that she got talk wit this somone about whether he likes me or not.WTF right?He got girl already lah,Kin.So STOP your craps!Hahahax.Gonna shopping for clothes Next week.And yarh!Next Friday,my Bro asked whether wanna go to his Polytechnic or not. Because Taufik Batisah coming.hahax.i was like reallyreallyreally?The ticket cost $10.I donno whom to go with.Hahax.Finding a partner.Hees;Boy or girl Fafa tak kisah lah.Hahax.Okay then,hmm.what to talk?Hmm.I'm hungryy!mcm nak eat Maggie.Hahaha.Gonna make soon but i donno how.Maybe just put it in Oven.hahahah.So ermm family members all sleep already.Left me.EVERYDAY like that.Walauu.Wanna call Kin scared she angry.Wanna call my friend scared he sleep already.Hahax.nevermind.So yeah.Anything just picit me right peeps?TakeCareAll<3

2008-11-20T00:08:00.004+08:00

Okayy.1811o8 was SO DAMNDAMNDAMN Fun.Went out with Kin&Reen.Firstly we walked around the BEDOK Interchange deciding where to go.Hahax.But then reen decide to go Bugis.Then took train go there.Hahahx.Kin was quite irritating.But Cute.She keep making me laugh.and so was Reen.Haha.Then reached there,we find the way out BUT someone kan step arh.Hahahax.Sape eh?Sape eh?we walked around but couldn't find the way out.So many EXIT signs.Hahahax.Along the way,we keep on laughing and laughing non-stop.and finally got the way out.So then,still decide where to go.So walked in the Bugis Street.Take a walk.After a LONG walk.Reen decided to go Clarke Quey.Kin and I was Damn fustrated.Esp Kin.Cuz she's wearing high heels.And Reen was like"Pakai lagi arh.Pakai"Hahahax.Then must patah balik.Then saw alot of BedokNorthStudents.Hm.Then,we took a long walk.I meaan VERYVERY Long walk.Hahahax.Then Reen tibatiba got Moodswing cuz Kin called him 'Fuck Face'and he was also Fustrated.He didn't talk until reached the Clarke Quey.Serious talking,I was scared.Hahahax.Kinkin i donno.I think she knnow already la.So sat there.Camwhored.Then,Reen was lapar.But unfortunately i had to go Home due to some reasons.Then i left KIN&REEN.then i donno what happen.Hahahax.So far they are Cute lah.Oppppps=P So,hope we can go out Nextweek yeah?Thanks for making my day.Love it.Byebye.

FaFa,KinKin wit Reen at the Back.(:

2008-11-18T02:26:00.003+08:00

Heyy Now it's nearly 3am.hees;as perNORMAL can't sleep.So Kin's been calling me to go out with her.Hahhax..Infact complaning.Well i've been Busy sometimes.Nasib baik Fafa tkder BOYFRIEND.If not lagi susah.Hahhax,Sorry Kinkin Bestfriend.I donno when can we go out.Hmm.Perhaps,Next week?OkokSo tmr have a good outing with someoneees.Hahahx.Sorry,i really dun wanna go.Due to some reasons.You know,I know.Hmmph!So my cousin remind me of my Ex Bestfriend Farhan.And i wanna in-contact wit hm back!Hees;Nurul,later give me his EMAIL okie?I still remember the days we had togother in Fengshan and the days i cried when you left and had to leave Fengshan.Hahahx.Suweeet!Hpe we can be BESTfriends back,yeah?.Hahahax.He's the one who Cheered me up whenever I'm sadd.Serious.hehehe.Okie.Change topic.Hm.Yesterday,went to Suntec City with Family.Shop at Carrefour.So then bout this yougurt drink so DAMN delicious.Hahhax.Then bought Yougurt with choclate.It's like a MINI dessert.Delicious also.Hahhax..My dad was like giving me a weird face.He said it's not delicious.Hahahx.So then,second level where they sell clothes.I bought this dress Black in colour.Hahahx.Nice!.Then went to Candy Empire.I bought Chcolates and sweets.Thought of buying candy.Then Mum didn't allowed me.hahahax.LOSE WEIGHT!So today at 8.30am going jogging with Firdaus.Hahahax.Seriously.I need to loose WEIGHT.Hahahx.
Erm,Yar.Donno what to say.Guess that's all.So TakeCare all.And Good MORNING.Hahahx(: Bye.Love ya.

2008-11-16T09:57:00.001+08:00

I WANNA CUT MY BANGS!
BUT I WONDER HOW DO I LOOK AFTER THAT.
Hmm.

2008-11-16T08:20:00.002+08:00

HeyHiHello.Yesterday Fafa tido at 5AM and woke up at 8AM.3 hours jer Fafa sleep.Hm.I reallyreallyreally can't sleep nowadays.Smalam Fafa sleep pun terpakse.Hahahax.Gonna have screw eyebags soon.Hahahx.Been applying the ubat that my mum bought.What if i die tommorow ehk?Kenaper eh Kin?Kenape eh?Hahahax.So ytd talk on the phone with Kin and her BOYfriend.Hahahax.Hyperr guys.Hahhax.So ytd they make me laugh like what.Thanks guys for making me HAPPY(: Hees;TakeCare guys.wanna Breakfast.Love ya.Muacks.

2008-11-15T12:03:00.003+08:00

HELLO People around.Weee.I really LOVE my blogskin and Song.Forever,ever,ever.Hahahx.That song really makes me Happy!Hahahax Right,Kin?So yesterday,Slept at 4sumtin AM.Donno why i sleep late this days.I mean VERY late.LOLS.So ytd renamed all my contacts at hp.Hmm.People been asking me whether I'm Okay or not.So i said I'm DAMN Alright,ok dearst?Hahahax.No worries i won't do anything stupidd.Duhh.So yeah.I calld Kin and she's talking with somone so i dun wanna disturb.Hahahax.Yooooo.Today gonna eat as much as i want.But then must Exercise,Kin even say that I am getting fat.Shit.I hate it.hahahax.So Fa,Stop eating and decrease you weight.Hahahax.Hmm.donno what to say.So now I'm veryveryvery HAPPY wit my life as i met a new Boyfiee.My mum's Ex-Boyfriend anak sedara.I donno his name but Mum called him Boi.So i called him that too.Hahahx.His face arh,donno how to described his Face.Kin knew bout this.Only her and my Mum of course.Hm.Been dreaming bout somone everynight when i go to sleep.Donno why.Buttttt,I have to Move On.Heees;"Lelaki handsome,tak berhati perut buat aper?"I still remember that phrase.Hahahx.Erm.Okay guys.I GTG.Nak Bath.Fafa see ya again,yeah?Love ya.Muacks.

2008-11-14T23:06:00.005+08:00

Yeahh.New blogskin.NICE or not.Hmm..I think so.Hahhaax.So now it's 11.07pm.As usually i can't sleep.Hmm.So tomorrow,i planned with Kin to go out with someone and someone,but unfortunately tak jadi.Hm.yeah.tommorow gonna have Evening lunch at PIZZA.long time never go there.Hahhax.5.30 straight away go there.Hees; i wanna eat PASTA.Hahahax.Gosh just now was very KECOH.Mum and dad donno where to go.as i have no mood to go anywhere,i just ask them to go to Banquet and eat.Hahahax.Mum,i wanna buy SHAWL.Pink colour.and i wanna buy new handphone.SONY ERRICSON W580i.Hm.Pink colour.Hahahax.Gonna buy new shirt,dress.My waredrop is getting dull.LOLS~ Hahahax.And i wanna buy PINK laptop.This laptop is DULL.Shit.(Eventhough i like Black colour.)Hahahax..So many things i wanna buy.

What's so good bout pink?Hahax.I donno.

2008-11-12T20:29:00.004+08:00

Godnesss! LIFE IS GETTING MORE AND MORE TUUUUT!WHAT'S WRONG WITH THE WORLD?WHAT WRONG HAVE I DONE?FUCKKK!CB ARH.AND KIN IF YOU DUN WANNA TALK TO ME SAY LA.IF YOU ARE HAPPIER WITH THEM JUST SAY.I AM READY FOR ANYTHING.ARGH!WHAT BULLSHIT IS THIS LAH.I JUST WISH I WAS NOT BORN IN THIS WORLD.FACING ALL THIS SITUATIONS.LIFE SUCKS MANN.SUCKER THAN WHAT I HAVE THOUGHT.IF I KNOW I WOULD NEVER NEVER NEVER FALL IN LOVE IN THE FIRST PLACE.arhh.shuddup.I AM USELESS.I am a BAD girl with Bad habits bad attitude and BAD in everything i did.Stupid.Never in my life feel like this,never in my life PEOPLE TREAT ME LIKE THIS.NEVER IN MY LIFE PEOPLE DO ME LIKE YOU DID.

THANKS FOR ACTING LIKE YOU CARE.
AND MAKING ME FEEL LIKE I WAS THE ONLY ONE.

2008-11-10T23:16:00.003+08:00

I really really really really really really wanna know what's going on right now...REALLY WANNA KNOW!What's the matter with them?What's the matter with the world nowadays?FUCK OFF lah ehk.I shouldn't have known anyone lahh..All i wanna know is that WHAT IS GOING ON RIGHT NOW?I think it's not the right time lah..So we just FUCK OFF from their fucking life and move on.Amcm?Kin kiter tak perlu sedih2 arh ehk?Continue being HYPER and give me semangat okayy?FUCK FUCK FUCK.Life is so DAMN hurtful.

I'M USELEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

2008-11-09T12:36:00.007+08:00

Kin,I'm so sorry.I didn't mean to hurt you bestfriend.
It's just that I'm fustrated.I always need time on my own nowadays.I don't know,my mood keep on changing whenever you talk about him.I donno how to express it.It's just one thing.You NEEED to understand me whenever i'm not in a MOOD.Okay?I don't understand my feelings.you know I Know.It's not that i don't wanna talk to you or whatever.I'm just pissed off with myself.I just felt that I'm useless being a bestfriend.I don't know.I'm not like other girls out there.Understood.But i just hope that our FRIENDSHIP will last forever okay Bestfriend?
I'm Sorry and
I LOVE YOU,KinkinHyper(:

I'm useless,I'm useless,i'm useless.
being a bestfriend,Girlfriend,goodfriend

2008-11-09T11:10:00.004+08:00

Heyy guyss(: yesterday i Had an OKOK fun with Kin,Reen,Hafiz,Syed,Tiqaa,Yasser,Aidil,Zul and Siti at East Coast park.But somthing made Our Mood spoil i mean SOMEONE and that is ME.Nahh..it's just and Misunderstanding.But everything was okay.Sorry to Kin&Hafiz.Truly Sorry.Then in the tent Reen sang a song which titled ASHIKIN.And it was DAMN nice..Hahahha.Then Tiqaa,Syed,Siti,Aidil and Yasser walked another way.SO went home with Kin,Reen and Hafiz.Okay this part is SO FUN.Hahhaa..We walked until the Marine Parade there just to take 197.Hahahax..So in the bus,the driver ask us to pay $1.20 instead of 60 cents so i No money left and Kin got Notes.Then reen went in and said 'Padan Muke' which means Serve you right..then i said tkper kiter sabar je.Hahaha.Then Went upstairs and Reen was DAMN irritating!Serious.He made many pantun.and that pantun is LAME.Hahahx.Kin was SO Fustrated.and i keep on laughing.So reached Interchange already Reen&Hafiz was like"Eh dah sampai?Dengan sekelip mata da sampai"And i showed a Whatever face.Hahahax..Okay this part is SO 'SERVE REEN&HAFIZ RIGHT"Hahahhax..when they want to alight by the back door the door CLOSE and their face is like PISSED OFF.Haha..Reen even pressed the Bell and i didn't OPEN.Muke Reen PAISEH giler.hahahx..FUNNY.Then about 7 sumtin went home.tsk2..I wanna go out with them again.I promise to TALK okay?TALKTALKTALK.Hahahax.Next weeeeeeek?(:

2008-11-08T02:11:00.002+08:00

Morning people(: It's been a great day for me yesterday!Now it's 2.12am.Hmmm.just woke up from sleep after 4 missed calls from someone..Hahahax.Sorry,yeah?Hahax..So today at 8.30am going to call Tiqaa for the East Coast thingy.Hope the plan goes well.Hope all going too.The more the merrier right,right?Then ytd night my mum scolded me and I'm so so pissed off.Acuatly not really mad at me but she's just advising..She told me not to influenced people too much,and nag nag nag..Grr and went to my room and Slept.Hahahx..But nvm.like old poeple said"Marah makne nyer sayang"haahahx..and now i'm listening to my bro recording 'Can I have this dance'by Vanessa and Zac efron in studio.Man it was okay larr..Hahax..But my voice better.Hahahahx.Kidding!So ya.Donno what to type.And NEW SONG updated.(:

Nobody ever made me feel this way
Im must stickwitu

2008-11-05T01:07:00.002+08:00

Hmm.It's Okay.It's Alright.Why eh?Why eh?Hahahx.Nahh..It's now 1.10am and I'm like NOT even sleepy.Tskk.So ytd played in the rain with Kin and we are like sengaja.But we're acuatlly NOT.Hahahx.then today got sorethroat.Serve me right.Hahax.KinKin,FaFa sayang Kinkin..We are like 2 and half years already and still conting..I hope our FRIENDSHIP will be forever(: Heees;She's the only one who understands me alot besides my Mum.Hahax..So now chatting with someone.And can i know what's MOTEK?Hahhax.It's like a word that i have NEVER seen before in my entire life.Hahhax.Can somebody tell me right now??LOLS.Hmm.So hungry.People,Fafa hungry(SO?)Hahahax.Nevermind.Bye.

Aku hanya ingin kau tahu
Besarnya cintaku
Tingginya khayalku bersamamu(:

2008-11-02T09:11:00.001+08:00

I'm SO Gerammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!
Veryy Geram.Tskk.Why must I be in Damn in Love and hurt in the end.
I'm so Fustarted with Someone!

2008-11-01T11:31:00.003+08:00

Hmm...I've always ask myself WHAT IF:
1)He doesn't love me?
2)He only treat me as his Friend or 'younger sister'?
3)He got the One&Only that he love the most?
4)He's scared to be in love again?
5)I'm dreaming only?
6)He has NO FEELINGS for me?
7)He hates me?
8)He's BINGIT or irritated with me?
9)He likes my friend?
10)He's only using me?
I'm just seriously Scared of loosing him.I don't want this to happen because if my heart breaks it's gonna HURT so bad:( K.Bye.

2008-11-01T10:01:00.002+08:00

eOkay.Didn't sleep well last night.Talk2 with my Mum..and i asked her What if I'm attached?Then she paused eating and looked at me..Then she laugh then smile(: I'm so happy that she understands me well..I LOVE MY MUM!Then i talk with Kin on the phone..then my mum give us opinion about Boyfriends.Kin,you know i know.Hahahx.There's no one know about this except us and my MUM ONLY!hahahax..So today,early in the morning msg Kin and told her that I MISS someone so much.then she called me and talk about HER ___ hees;I'm happy for her.I just want her to SMILE everyday and be a KINKINHYPER,okay bestfriend?Hahahx.So the whole 2 weeks got the bridging lessons.And I'm so tiredd.I thought it's only ONE week.tskk.Nevermind..SO the SEC 4s(Express) and SEC 5 sitting for the O levels..i know it's like another two paper for them but i just wanna wish them GOODLUCK Especially to:

HAZIQ BESTIE<3
ZULAIKHA DEAREST(:
HAFIZ IQBAL(:
SYAHREEN(:
AND ALL(:

2008-10-31T21:47:00.003+08:00

PEOPLEEEE! I feel like today is the most WORST and BINGIT day in my life!I'm being like veryy Irritating to Hafiz.I doono why.Is he like angry or sumting.I'm so sorry if i am IRITATING.And kin dun Cryy plss.I know that things will get pernormal soon okay?I'm SO Sorrrrrry!Grrrrr.I'm so bingitt.Today,kena Marah by MR GHAZALI.He asked me to go Back home and colour my Hair BLACK back.tskk.So i went back home and bought a BROWN hair spray instead of BLACK.FUCK.so went back to school and Kin,Syed,Syafiq and Yasser is like pissed off.and the asked me whether i am colour blind or not.Tsk.I JUST HATE TODAY.I HATE EVERYONE!I MAKE EVERYONE HATES ME.I"M SO FUSTRATED.VERY VERY VERY FUSTRATED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-10-18T12:16:00.003+08:00

Weeee.It's Abang and adikk!Hahax..Just like My bro and me..hahaha..Aren't they a cute Twins?I love the Abang's hair.It's SPIKYY!Hahahax..Adik very fair and pretty!Hahax..Congrats to Kak Siti and Abg Anass(: Mummy and Daddy!Hahahx!So today got pen House and I'm waiting for my bunch of friends to come.Hope so.Hmm.

2008-10-12T10:25:00.018+08:00

MUMMY.DADDY.GERLGERL.BOYBOY.AUNTY! RetroBric FAMYLEE
(Siti) (Syed) (Tiqaa) (Syafiq) (FaFa)

YASSER&KINKIN'S Family.Lom decide arh.Biler mau decide?

THE FIRST JALAN RAYERR

THE SECOND JALAN RAYERR

2008-10-04T17:13:00.012+08:00

Okay I have ALOT! to Write&post pictures as i am Free today..so don't get bored..Haha..Firstly..I'm gonna post piuctures on Tuesday 30/09/08,

'Ashley&Vanessa' kepaa.Haha

Kin&Yazly!Fafa muke tak perlu

Kin,Fa.Mirul!Friends Forever!

Kiter tgh bored.P.E Lesson

BESTIESS!

Candiddd!

LOVE her.

I Love Her larh seyh!

Bestiess.

MRS Asir lesson!

Tgh boredd.History lesson

Kinkin Hyperrr!

Goin to MRS ASIR class.

Omg there's alot..but too many le.Haha(:

So on WEDNESDAY 1/10/08,HARI RAYAAAA 08'!

My Face on Hari Raya.dotdot!

Iraa,Fafa.Nurul!

Pat Tangga

Maaf Zahir dan batin k?Haha

Nia &nurul.Muker Fafa tak perlu k?

Faizuddin!FF!

MANY MORE!On the 2nd&3rd day,we didn't go anywhere!but i went to Kin's house and coloured my hair&Rebond!..Wanna see?wanna see?Theree.Haha..Spend at her house until evening!then went home!

Then on 4th day,went to my aunt house.took picture with Firrdauss(:

Shot 1

Shot 2

Shot 3

Shot4

Shot 5!

Then at night i joined my brother and his girlfriend video-calling..My brother call me&she called her sister..so we chat and took photoo!

(pending)

So that's all for today!TakeCare,people.and to all muslims! SELAMAT HARI RAYA!(:

2008-09-27T07:06:00.002+08:00

Barbie!I love Barbie..Haha.i know i sound childish but it's not wrong ryte?Hahaha..So yesterday got our First Exam Paper 1 for English&Malay.Alhamdulilah.I can do it.Quite difficult but okaylar.Hope i will get promoted next year to 3E!!Haha..So I'm dissapointed with this someone for the oast few days.I just felt left out.That's all.I donno why..Maybe misunderstood...or what?Nahh..what i know is that i did not do anything wrong to them and i donno who spread rumours about me(Maybe!).It's okay if they all don wan me..i can be on my own.Like seriously..I Really2 Love All my friends
.L O L!So,now is 7.09 am..I still can't sleep the battery i mean lappie batt it's getting warmer and warmer..haha..So i've updated my skin cuz last time it's quite dull.Hmm.So today going Johor Bahru at 11.ooam..buying Kuih all that stuffs.Haiz.So yesterday lepak with Tiqaa,Kin,Siti,Juju,Khairaa,Eyrah$&Ras.Quite fun lots of laughter but we went back fast ystdy..donno why..Haha.Okay Bye!Will update more soon.

3 More days to
HARI RAYERR!!!

Hari Raya.

2008-09-21T11:54:00.004+08:00

Hello!Hello!Thought of doing a new skin but i'm lazy!Haha..Soooooooooo,been studying since last friday as Final year is just around the corner.I'm scared.I don wanna go 3F.Please.So Ramdan gonna end soon and Hari raya gonna come soon.Weee..Happy larr.Next Saturday going to Bazaar again to take my mum and mine Baju Raya.And i know it will be fcuking Nice!Hahaha..Then,she asked me to list down all the things we need to buy for Hari Raya.Okayy..it's time for me to forget about BOYS again! and concertrate on my studies.And i'm lazy to Blog acuatlly!Haha.

2008-09-20T11:27:00.000+08:00

Erm. Hari Raya is coming soon.And Ramadan gonna end soon. But I hate Raya this year..cannot have fun too much cause Exams falls on the 3rd day of Raya..Like WTF! Hahaha..Hm..This year Fafa pakai grey! you all pakai ape?Oh ya!Sorry for not updating..I'm busyy.Goshh I was absent for 2 days because kena Stomach Flu.and it hurts like DAMN alott.Haiz then Tiqaa told me that i have high chance to go to 3F!No no! i wanna stay in 3E!My most dearest Class the class where i have fun with..I promise to study hard and not to day-dream in class again!I'm scared! So Next friday is English Paper 1.I'm scaredd!Like seriously i don wanna go 3F!Hmmm.I Love my 2E.I really wanna stay in that class(: and tiqaa Baik per POST! Tiqaa rocks larr!Hahaha

2008-09-13T09:42:00.003+08:00

New Songg!This is Me!Keep singing this song in school!Haha(: Nice lar,and it really suits me!So,last Thursday,there was Home Econs.Fuck!need to find Home Econ books since i didn't bring it.Kin,Jeslyn&me hang out around the school..and we went to 2A and finally get it.Haha..So Mrs Asir asked to sit in groups and discussed what are we supposed to make.And guessed what?We are making SATAY&RENDANG with Bubuh Pulut Hitam!(like rhyming)with my group Tiqaa,Kinn,Khai and Me(: Hahaha.Then, History remedial.with Kin,Tiqaa,Khairaa and me again.Quite lot of laughter..and these day i've been blurting out bullshits..hahaha..Instead of "Japanese SOLDIERS" i said"British SHOULDERS" WTH?And they laughed at me..is it supposed to be funny?Hahaha,,and Tiqaa more worst Miss Oh asked her What does the British thought of the Japenese Pilots?And Tiqaa said they are Blind..Hahaha..Tiqaa..if blind how are they suppose to fly.Aiyooo..Haha.Friday,hmm..nothing happen.Only Maths lesson was different,We played the Remote Control thingy..Quite fun lar..Some been running to get the signal and i sit on my table and laughed..Haha..Love my 2E!!They Rocks!Haha..So after that,went home.
And today,Sahur(pre-dawn)Mcdonalds..Haha..as usual i ate Pancakes.Then,Talk with my Mum about Him&my Friends..and she gave me many Advise..Thanks,Mummy!You're the Best!So brushed my teeth and went to room and Studied until 7.then i sleep.Haha..So that's the END! BYE! (:

"This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now
Gonna let the light shine one me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be
This is me"

Kamu,Kekasih gelapku.

2008-09-10T20:34:00.003+08:00

Heyy yo! Whassup?Haha..didn't blog cause of some reasons..Goshh EOY exams is just around the corner..Hmm..need to Study hardd..haha.So last Monday,yesterday and today was terrible.Grr..donno why?i feel like School is getting MORE and MORE and MORE boring!Kin says"mcm nak mamposssss!"Hahaha. and That girl is encouraging me to put up a SCENE.Godd.What Nonsense?(Apa mapek?)Hahaha.Really Really really really HATE HER.Like seriously..Haaaaa.LOLS.So today hang out with Kin,Tiqaa,Khairaa,Siti,Juju,Kechiqq and Lis..as per normal..byk Kecoh.Hahaha.So saw 'langsir' and kawan2 they buat perangai arh.So Siti wanted to confront with them but they ignored.WTH?! Hahaha..After that went Maths remedial.acuatlly we are the one who wanted to study .So made an appointemnt with Mrs Foo.abehh kan Kin ckp"WOW!"Hahaha..So in class,only 8 person.In middle of the lesson,there was a huge laughter by Mrs Foo and us.Firstly,i asked Mrs Foo the wrong level textbook instead of 2A tesxtbook but i blurted out the wrong CLASS which is 'tuut'A..Goshh and people thought that i was thinking about them..NO NO!Then came out this freaking 'TOPIC' which Tiqaa started first.She shouted Kin's Friend Name and she was like so pissed off then she said MINE.like WTH?So the lesson ended at 4.30pm.Then lepak with Kin.In the bus was like the MOST embarrasing moment in my life.Kin was damn HYPER just now.She 'raped' me.Hahaha..To be continued......

Eh korang Kin ckp kan jgn nak lompat jauh arh.Bluekk. BUT
Fafa Says WHATEVAAA!-_-
Kinkin say'Acuatlly Kin Sayangkan dier tapi he tak tau"
Fafa says"Kesian kan kan kan?"
BYE PEOPLE!

2008-09-07T17:23:00.003+08:00

So today..Is Sunday.Last day of Holiday.Hm.Woke up at 4.00am to accompany my Brother and father for pre-dawn.My mum&I can't because.err..You know..Then,can;t sleep.Kept thinking about something.haha..So,after that i went inside Bro's room and he's till playing his laptop and webcam-ing with his girlfriend..haha..haiz..i just wish that i can be like him..But nevermind..then after that i feel like playing soccer..Haha..donno why so Bro played with me in Living room but for awhile only..Haha..so then called Kin.Talktalk CrapCrap then put down.and break fast is like another 2 hours.Haha..Yeahh..Tommorow start School!mesti best kan?Hahaha.And just now i woke up and something tells me that my life gonna change soon.Huh?Haha..so from now on i will think Positive because every girl&boy is not perfect.right?.Haha..So coool.Hmm..going to break fast sup tulang maybe today and Kin is gonna eat Roti John..hmm..yummy..Hahaha.So TakeCare yaww.and today is AVRIL LAVINGE CONCERT! Damn!

Hanya Ingin Kau Tahu,Fafa Cinta Kamu(:

2008-09-06T11:23:00.010+08:00

Ain't he cute?Haha..People have been wondering who is Leeryan which i wrote in my MSN email which is leeryan_mylove@hotmail.com..Some people also said that he's my Boyfriend..Haha..Nahh he is a singer,guys! Can't you recognized him?He is first from a Band called Blue.Then he did a Solo album.Goshh!He's Damn Good looking!And I'm Damn in love with one of his track called Army Of Lovers&When I think Of you.Here it is(just press play):
Army of lovers - Lee Ryan

When I Think Of You - Lee Ryan
MUST LISTEN!

The Next Best Damn Thing is about:

It's AVRIL LAVIGNE!!!!!!!She's coming to Singapore this Sunday.But Damn!I can't go!!My mum didn't allowed.Fuck! As you all know that I'm Number 1 Fan of AVRIL!Right KinKin,Lisah and Ryan?Hahaha..I really Love her.Hope my mum change her mind and let me go..My bro said his friend,Azizul have the tickets.and i wannnnnnnnnna GO!Like seriously i dun care whether I'm Fasting or schooling.Haha..as long i get to go.I've been listening to her interviews at 98.7FM!Grrrrr..Haha..Okay,Fa Stop It!LOL.Here's My Most favorite track for Avril Lavigne:
The Best Damn Thing - Avril Lavigne

Innocence.
(I don't have)

Next is.....

VANESSA HUDGENS!Hahaa..Damn love her song and her gorgeous look!Okay about her she is singer and actor from HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 1,2&3(Coming out soon)Ookay evethough i sound childish but who cares?I wanna watch doesn't concern you right?Hahaha.So here's my Most favorite track of her:

Make You Mine - Vanessa Hudgens

and..Identified..Don't have larh.Haha.

So hope you guys enjoyy(:

2008-09-05T18:22:00.002+08:00

Humans.This is not supposed to happen.Seriously!I'm not heartbroken or whatsoever.I'm just Curious.Why must this happen?I always believe that Miracles could happen.But Nahh..they don't even come true..Haiz..Yesterday i talked with my Mum about this..I asked her"Mum,are all boys the same?"and she said"Not All..Some are very serious about their relationship..Some are not.."and she continued.Blahh..For me all BOYS are the same..and just like what I've said I want One boy to show that he is not the same as others.Then i thought i have found one.But..it's just too late.You'd understand what i meant.I still Love him no matter what.

Ku mencintaimu, lebih dari apapun
Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu
Ku mencintaimu, sedalam-dalam hatiku
Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku...
:(

2008-09-04T15:47:00.003+08:00

HELLO!HELLO,people! So today,Lisah ask me out to Study or play?with her siblings.Anuar and Rin..So they called me up..They begged me like hell..haha..and i said you guys just go la..Then Anuar said.."we have no mood to go without you!"Haha..and i laughed..and they even said they got Chicken to give me..Haha..So I said Threatened or what?Hahha..I thought of staying at Home for today..Because like what Kinkin said"Apa mepek"in English"What Nonsense"just happened..Hahaha..Can't tell.LOLS.As you can see..I've changed my Blog song AGAIN.Its Kekasih Gelapku by Ungu..It really means alot to me for today lah..Haha.So thats for Today. (: And I Love LeeRyan like Alot!

2008-08-30T12:00:00.004+08:00

Sometimes,when i think about my Life,It's getting Worst.And sometimes i think what do SPAMMERS get when they SPAM people's Blog?What's the Prize?What do they want from me,acuatlly?If they Hate me?Hate me for all you want.Dun think I'm wasting my time to be good to you.I dun like you either.Please!I know I'm not perfect at All.And So are You..Everyone is not perfect.Haiz.FUCK.I just feel like Changing school but What for?Change school because of Them?STUPID!What i do is StudyHard,Forget about everything and get hell out of that School.

To ThatPerson:I know she's Popular,Famous,Beautiful,Sweet,Cute.But no need to Praise her like Hell.And for your Infromation I'M NOT JEALOUS.

Unpopular,Imperfect.

2008-08-23T09:40:00.002+08:00

Hello that person.Don't think you're DAMN perfect,okies?Stopp saying all the bad things about me can?I know your Girlfriend very Pretty,Slim.cute!But,dun kutuk me whenever u wan..Please?I am human.I have feelings too.Fuck youuuu! Haiz.

So yesterday,Kinkin,Wanii,Siti and me went to Atiqah's house after school.Help her with her Sister's wedding things.But before that,went to Pasir Ris to do Ez-link card..ubfortunately,It's closed..so went to buy Siti's Skinny jeans..then went back to Atiqah's house.then help her to do the Eggs.Veryy Fun!Hahaha..Seriously,eventhough i have look how people t the thing yesterday was the first time i did it and i just realised it's quite funn..hahaha..Lot's of jokes with them..until 6 sumtin..atiqah tied Kin's hair but not my hair.So bad..haha..Then went home..Kin make lot's of jokes in the bus esp the picture..Cannot satnd it..haha..Yupp..we embarrassed ourselves infront of the public..haha..Then went home my Aunty called and asked to go to her house.So my mum and I quicly changed our clothes and went off.hahha..So today..We're celebrating Firdaus 10th birthday..Weeeee...i planned with my mum about what we're going to play.haha..Sure it will be funn!TakeCare.Bye.

2008-08-19T19:32:00.003+08:00

18 August 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA(:
MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE!

So her birthday was yesterday..as we celebrated ytd,i don't get a chance to Blogged.So Mum,I'm so proud to have an Understanding mum like you.You always support our plans or whatsoever.Haha..so I apologise once again if i have hurt you.From the bottom of my heart,
I LOVE YOU!

19 August 2008
(Pictures Later)

To Firdaus: Happy Birthday,Sygg!
May All your Wishes come true.
Haha(:
TakeCare,Love!
Present will give you soon,okays?

2008-08-14T18:20:00.003+08:00

Morning,Afternoon,Evening,Night People!Hmm..been moody these days.Ask my friends.Went home early this few days.Ask my Besties.Been sleeping then play lapptop then Eat these days.Ask my Family.Haiz.No Mood.No Mood.No Mood.I just fcuking miss the old him like ALOT!Just now saw him and i tried to Smile and make friends with him back like before,But my heart refused to do so.What happen??So just now,i went home early at 3.30pm.WTF?i didnt eve spend alot of time with my besties.Try to go home late like before.Enjoy my life with them.But now..everything change.Change ALOT!Thenn today,my mum going BedokCorner with her friends because they wanted to celebrate my mum's birthday this coming 18August.and i can't spend time talking to her today.I'm just too tired.Haiz..Janji-janjimu kasih.....School was quite oklah.Studies?Lack.I failed my Maths for the fucking first time.Mrs Foo said she was very Dissapointed with me.i got 11\50.Hellshit.I donno what's going happen to me nowadays.Am i gonna fail my EOY exams?I donno!FuckYou!Sorry,NotEMO.I'm not emo okayy?TakeCare.Bye.

I Love You.I'm Sorry if I Have Hurt you guys.

2008-08-13T21:16:00.002+08:00

FUCK!I just hate to feel like this Once again....i've been missing him more&more..Haiz..trying to forget him and move on with my life..but i just can't.i thought when we chatted and sms &smiled at each other..he felt what i felt..but No..i just hope that he will be back in my life cheering me up and be there with me again.In school now,we've act like strangers. .It's Okay if he have someone special or whatsoever..but what i wished for is that we could be as before..GoodFriends.Just that.IMYSM.Seriously.I'm useless.Now is 10pm..I hope tomorrow will be a bright new day like i used to have it before.In mood to make jokes.In mood to study.In mood to do everything.

Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care.
I thought you felt it too.
When there was me&you.

2008-08-10T10:37:00.003+08:00

GOSHH!I had a DAMN great day Yesterday!Thanks for the fun..haha..okayy..we went to Marina Bay at 3.3o pm and reached there at 4.45pm..and the Parade begins at 5.45..so went to eat..then..walk,walk,walk until at Marina Bay Bridge there..so then,saw this French Man he was Damn Good looking..haha..so then i took out my Handphone and he thought that i wanna take his Picture..LOLS..i won't take a Person's picture without any permission,Okay?Haha..and the Flypast was so damn GREATT!I love it..then at 8 was the fireworks until 8.10..and then went to Lau Pa Sat for Dinner..so then got this Malay guy...He was Damn Fcking Cute..haha..and then came this Minah and she said Hello as in an energetic way to that guy that I admired but guess what?He ignored! Haha..so i turned away and i Laughed..so paiseh!Haha..a girl waved at a guy but the guy Ignored..isn't it embarrassing?..and the Minah keep looking at me but ignored..so i ate Ice Cream.but No Drink..Hmm..and ate Satay after that..so went we ate finish..that guy was just right behind me and Luckily i didn't hit him..If not..then..he even said terima Kasih after we finished the food..and i was so Damn Happy went he said that LOLS..so, took MRT and went Home at 11.00..Damn tired but Funn..

To Arif=Kau jgn salah Fafa lagi,siol..Buat Malu jerr..haha.

To that Girl= Kau jgn nk ikut aku nyer Last name lah siol..I dun even care if you have the same name'Fafa' as me..but not that FuckYou..please!Create your own Last name..Aku je eh sorang name Fafa FuckYou.Sorry.No Offence.

2008-08-08T20:18:00.002+08:00

SAINT JOHN AMBULANCE BRIGADE
IS THE BEST!

Yeahh!And i swear that's true okayy?From the bottom of my heart,I really wanna thank all my seniors,okies?cheyy.haha..I'm sure we did very Damn well just now!Great jobb!Haha..Even the NPCC Officer said SJAB did very well than NPCC..but Npcc did very well tooo!But....we can never beat NCC..woah! Haha..They were so well just now!haha..BB&GB also!Easy say..The Whole Uniform group were Fantastic!! Haha...Love just now!thenn after that went Hall..Entertainment like usual..haha..thenn Walk with Kin&Lisah..Ate foods..snacks and of course Drink...then at Inter Kinkin met Qazimah(herOEPS Classmate) and left us..haha..but we didn't take it to heart though..So she went and Lisah went to my house..she played around my Room..haha..we MakeOver ourselves..I mean Lisah turn into a Pretty girl while i turned into a Beast! hahaha...Lisah Make-up for me..And i looked like.......LOL..She joined my eyebrows by using the eyeliner..and we laugh like Crazy womans!and my Father was like SLEEPING..haha..and then we Karaoke-ed..we sang many songs!haha..Lisah was Damn Funny!Seriously..she can't do High pitch and she forced her self to do it...but instead of singing,She's acuatlly screaming!haha..i laugh until i cried and my face was Damn Red! hahaha..So is she..Then i thought of asking her to Sleep in my house but because tonight i'm goin out..Celebrate Singapore ND EVE..haha..so 6 sumtin she went home..Ouhh..i Really Love Todayyy(: Weeeee. FABULOUS!

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY EVE,SINGAPORE!
I'm Proud to be a citizen of Singapore!

2008-08-03T11:12:00.002+08:00

Hello,People.I had Fun Yesterday Night.But went home early.Because too tired.LOL!Then,Kinkin called me she asked me about Music Project.I was likee WTF! we haven't even started yet le...Haha..Hmm..thought of starting it Next Saturday.I donno what's gonna happen with our group.Haha..Slack.Slack.Slack.Donno what to do....Study,Love,Study,Love.That's what I've been thinking for and he's what I've been Looking for all this while. (: If only He knew..So,This MOnday Maths Test..I'm just scared i can't do well...and disappoint My Maths teacher.Hope Not.TakeCare,Friends.Love you all.

2008-08-01T22:12:00.002+08:00

People!Finally updated!No time lah..Haha..Today,Friday,1st August 2008 is the worst day in my life ! Haha..First thing in the morning get scolded by Mr Ghazali(DM) for being late..Luckily didn't get suspended.He gave me chance.At least.Walau..he ask many questions!Why were you late?What were you doing?Where do you Live and many more lah!Grr..I promise myself not to be late ever Again! grr..then strolled to my class and i just went in and Miss Nurul said'Get out!It's that how you come in to class?'Haha..i was like WTF?! and i knocked the door and greeted her and she ask me 'Why were you late?'and I say How am i supposed to answer you question ehk,cher?' Haha..Rude! Yes,I know.So after that was Science the new topic was DAMN Fun!Weee then Maths..BORING! Today's lesson is quite boring and Kinkin took many Pictures and HelenFoo saw.Haha..Get confiscated.and then was Music.Damn!Our Music project i donno what to do with it..Mr Ho keep saying Hey..Think and do your Music Project quickly! and we thought of acting the song 'Forever'.So done.No,Not done.Hahah..then after that was CME..ermm..Kinkin handphone 'LOST' haha..so everybody like blaming Mrs Foo.and her face was Damn Red..acuatlly Kin's handphone at the back of the class..we pranked Mrs Foo..She called Mr Yee and our OM to search for it..Lastly,we admitted that we are wrong.Mrs Foo&Mr Yee were so disappointed by our behaviors until they Cried! and then some in our class cried too..grrr...I swear our 2E class is the Most Terrible Class that No teacher had ever seen.Haha..but However,whatever,whoever,whenever it is..I Still Love My 2E-ians.They can never be replace! (: So then after school went to meet my Dad to take my Money and saw my Primary School Mate,Mira and donno who,who i forgot her name..They looked at me as if they didn't see me before haha..i donno whyy..I think it's because I've changed alot..MAYBE.So,went back to school for SJAB..Mdm Naimah were so happy to see me.Haha..What she meant was'At last you came!' Haha..and i'm not in the proper attire.I wore ankle socks in different colours somemore Dark Blue&Black..haha..So then was the Parade..haha..it's funny lah.I donno what's wrong with me..i keep laughing and smiling..Donno why..so then was Normal drill I fall sick..then 6.00 fall out and Kin,Aidil,Lis and I went to i donno what Block and talk3 and then went home..At inter talked with Lisah until 7.00.Haha..Home-ed(: Wah,Long abis arh Story..LOL,BahaLOL

How to Say How I Love You So&How To Say How I need You So.

2008-07-30T19:32:00.002+08:00

Haha(: I just love today!Weeee..went to school with Kin and Hazura(2G)..Haha..Kin msg tu kekek arh.LOLS.So then reached school at 7.15am.Luckily not late.So Wani got Suspension.Aww..went to class,lessons were per normal.English,hear songs from my handphone.Haha..because it's today Miss Nurul teaching was quite BORING! then Science..Haha..Miss Faizah sang with us the Atoms song.Cutee! Love it and Simon start singing first then all.Then History..teacher ask to do Group work but instead i did an individual work.Hmm..there's reason lah korang! Fafa wanna be alone because i just wanna feel how it feels like to be Lonely.But cannot! My classmates keep disturbing me.Haha..then after school went Kalam bought snacks and went for Detention.There were too many people so we went to AVA room.and watch this video about Gangster! Fcuk ehk!I hate the Caning part! And Hafiz Iqbal! I swear he's Damn Fcuking Cutee!Alright,Firstly he covered his face with his Bag because he was disgusted,Then he went out .Then he went in Back and covered his face again! Haha..i keep laughing looking at Him..(: LOLS! SO then went Moshi Bubble tea as per normal i bought Chocolate Caramel and Kin&Lis bought two drumstick.then went Mac eat again with Wanii, Siti,Atiqah,Nad,Amirul.Khairani and her Boyfriend.After that went to this Block and Kin&I dance on the Table.SneakerNight,Easy and Forever song.Haha..then went Playground Atiqah tied my hair.Scorpion hair i mean.But she said my hair is too soft so cannot tie properly.Hmm.Sad!Then,All wore Eyeliner.Like Minah reps.Haha..But we are not one.Please! Haha..Then took 228 bus and there was this Damai girls and one boy keep looking at me&Kin.What's more!? GOSSIPING! Duhhh! so Nad,Kin,Lisah,Wanii&Me Gossip-ed back lah! We keep laughing like Hell! Haha..Serve them right! So walked back home and I'm stucked in the lift for just 1 minute.Luckily! Haha..So.reached home.Bath,eat then sleep.(:

So,10 More days to National Day! Going Marina Bay and watch Fireworks!
I want someone to accompany me!I thought of going with my Bro but his going with his friends.So too bad.LOLS! (:

I LOVE HADY MIRZA! <3

2008-07-25T23:15:00.002+08:00

Okayy..To my dearest 2E-ians..This is the SLOTH that Ms Faizah told about.Incase you all don't know..LOL..The SLOWEST&Laziest animal in the World.So guys,don't be like a SLOTH,please!Haha..But it's quite cute though:p

Today,School was per-normal.After school,went to Moshi Bubble tea to buy Cookies&Cream Caramel.OMG it's Damn delicious.So Kinkin bought 6 Chicken Drumsticks..It's Damn delicious okies?Must try.Lisah bought 3.So then,Kinkin went to wrong shop.She wanna buy the Ballons that we bought EVERYDAY.She went to the wrong and i spit out my drink and laugh out Loud.Seriously,she's Damn funny when she said'Fa,is this the shop?' Ohmygod i'm LOL-ing now! Haha..and somemore Lisah make Jokes.I can't stand it lah.It's Damn Funny.Haha..So went to this Block and there's Mats disturbing us by saying 'BYE' many times.We ignored..Please,NKF don't entertain Guys which don't have ..Hmm..how to say.Forget it.Arh! so then played in the Rain like what..and bought foods and eat then,in the Bus,there was this 'Nerd' guy keep looking at us as if we don't wear Bras.WTF? He thought he's Good looking. Walau..he's face Fucking RETARDED.LOL..haha..Then then,I get to Slapp Lisah twice she got only One.Lalala..Hahha..Monday watch out.Bluekk! (:

2008-07-24T20:25:00.002+08:00

Blog Again.LOL.Wanna blog Everyday.Hmm..So today seems to be a Very Bad day.I just donno why.Sometimes i just feel that it's no use living in this world because I have Nobody..That what i felt just now,in the Hall during the TTLM Ignite.Only Lisah understands how i feel.Thanks(: Hmm..so went to play baoon again with Kinkin,Siti,Nad,Atiqah and this Sec 1 Chinese girl..Cutecute One.Haha..so then Amirul and Yazly came.but Yazly stayed for awhile only then chatted with Amirul.He expressed all his feelings to us.Haha..until 6.30..OhMyGod!But Fun lahh.Nothing Happen today.So boring.I just can't wait for Tommorow.Girls Day Out!! Weee..and i can't wait for 12.00AM today.(:

But no matter what,
You'll never see me Cry.

2008-07-23T19:13:00.002+08:00

Yeahh!Yesterday was DAMN Funn after school.Hang out with Kinkin,RouBing,Atiqah And Siti.Walau..lots and lots of laughter.haha..went Mc and saw Florence,Jeslyn,Jubaidah,JunWei,Jocelyn and JiaXun.Eat,eat,eat then play Block Catching.Like LAME but Fun! Must try..hahaha..so JunWei,Jocelyn and JiaXun were the catchers.So Jeslyn,Florence and I team up and we hid at 162.Kinkin,Atiqah,Siti i donno.Haha..After that went to this WINDY but not windy instead SMELLY place which Atiqah brought us..haha..the eat eat Snacks.Then play this Balloon and put at people's face.WTF?Luckily i didn't get.Haha..If Not..Hmm..so Atiqah was the first one who get and her face was DAMN retarded.Haha..and then place Rubbish Bin..LOL putting rubbish in Poeple's shirt..I mean INSIDE. Roubing and I were the worst one until we fall..Hahha..i kena Many times and it was Damn pain..LOL..Then saw Wanie,Amirul and Nad walk,talk,walk,talk then Went Home,there was this so called Mat called me and he said that he want to know me much more.and i ran and he shouted 'Adik,asal Lari' in English which is'Sister,why you run?' LOL and i ran,ran until i met this Beautiful Lady which stays the same Block as me and we went home together.(:

So today,Lisah came.At last,she reached the school first.So i thought i was the first one to came but Kinkin and Lisah came first..LOL.Then she said that she saw Ariff take Motorcycle to school same as her..Haha..Abg and Adik..so then,assemble at Class.Hmm..so First period was Mother Tounge..and Kinkin,Lisah and myself forgot to bring our Books.so went went back to Class and take our Books.We thought that Cikgu Norshana didn't noticed us but she did and she scolded us..Like Hell.She shouted at us like NOBODY Business and she said that we went Back and fourth the class just to Flirt.WhatTheFuck! 4H and 4G class looked at us.Embarrassing.So Kinkin showed off her Temper and Cikgu showed off her temper back..LOL.Lisah and I wanted to laugh but we try to control.Lessons were per Normal.After School went for detention.So,Syahid and KhairulHaziq was there also.Haha..then there was too many poeple in that detention room so we went to another class which is 3H.After detention hang out with Kinkin,Lisah and Wanii! Lots of laughter.Then went Home.

So tomorrow,need to Represent my Group the the I-Day.So Support me okies?LOLS(:

And I..
Will never try to deny,
that you're my whole life,
'cause if you ever let me go,
I would die..
So I won't front,
I don't need another Boy,
I just need your all and nothing,
'cause if I got that,
Then I'll be straight
Baby, you're the best part of my day

2008-07-21T19:06:00.004+08:00

Today is SPLENDID! Love today..Took alot of pictures.and Guys,Thanks For The Compliments.You guys are as Great too..Haha..yeahh.And Hafiz Iqbal! Sorry ehk.Fafa Scared lah nk Take pictures with you.Haha..Next time okies?Maybe National Day.LOL.Really Miss Today but nothing is better than Youth Carnival.

So Today,First thing in the morning,get scolded by this Freaking Bus driver.Seriously,i didn't press the Bell and he thought that i press it.and he scolded me.WTF?Haha..then waited for Kinkin and Lisah.Weee..but they are Late.So went to Hall for What thing and then went to class Lessons were per Normal.Haha..but I Love Miss Nurul's Period! Weee..She was SO Damn Funnnyy! with her Sari..Haha.After that Recess,ate Nasi Briyani.And then Amirul go take my Wallet..and i shout like Mad woman.Hahha..LOL..Nevermind.So 12.30 went to Hall again for performance and the performance was BORING.Haha..Then 1.30-3.30 was Harmony Walk.Damn tiring! Hahha..Took Pictures.and the Best 'show' was Silat.Reen was Damn Good in Silat.Haha..Serious le.No Meaning eh..Kinkin ALERT! LOL and then went Home. (:

I Love Him.I Adore Him.Bestfriends!

2008-07-20T17:42:00.002+08:00

Saturday: SJAB is BORING! Just hear the Speech and take Prizes and went home. Like only 45 MINUTES.WTF?Hahah..Thenn,went to eat with my Juniours,Jubaidah,Jeslyn and Kerry! OMG! They are Fun to hang out with! Seriously.Hahah..then change to Pink shirt with SJAB skirt. and people thought that we are ITE students.LOL...NOTTT! Haha..then went to Bedok Corner to eat again.DAMN i was very hungry yesterday.hahaa..Then went home,SLEEP!

Went to Jemputan,just now.Today got many invitation.3 i think. Haha..Tired.Yeah!Tomorow Racial Harmony Day! Just can't wait! Weeee..and Kin stop cutting your Chongsam lahh..Hahaha..Tmr must wear okahh?Hahaha..Opps.Bye People! Hope tommorow,won't dissapoint me.
And Kin,besok Jumper kat Inter,okayy?6.30AM!Remember! LOLxD

&&I Miss Saturday Nights!

2008-07-19T08:39:00.002+08:00

Morning People! I can't sleep last night! Kept thinking what had acuatlly Happen yesterday.Haiz..I just hate to feel like this. But I'm NOT Emooo! Please! I'm sure Kin feel the same too.She cried Yesterday i donno why.Okayy..I've cried enough and i can't cry again.Hmm..I've been wondering what Lisah said about him is true.If that's what he wanna do then I've nothing to do.YEsterday,Music Lesson,argued with Kin about that 'Thing'.Seriously,I'm sorry bestie.and another thing,What you and Lisah said is Really true about that BESTFRIEND thingy.Haha..Today going to SJAB HQ for donno what.Lazy to go.But Still need to go.

Now,my wishes is NOT to see him anymore.
Slack in SJAB.then QUIT!Yeah!

KinKin,Lisah&Fafa's Favorite Love song to our Hims.
Hanya Ingin Kau Tahu - Republik

Ku telah miliki
rasa indahnya perihku
rasa hancurnya harap ku
kau lepas cintaku

Rasakan abadi
sekalipun kau mengerti
sekalipun kau pahami
ku fikirku salah mengerti mu

wo.....wo....

Aku hanya ingin kau tahu
besarnya cintaku
tingginya khayalku bersama mu

tuk lalui waktu yang tersisa kini
di setiap hari ku
disisa akhir nafas hidupku

walaupun smua hanya
ada dalam mimpiku
hanya ada dalam angan ku
melewati hidup

(Hope He Read This.)

2008-07-18T20:36:00.003+08:00

LISAH'S HANDPHONE LOST&FOUND.

Yeah! I was the one who found it in the Bus.Lisah,Kinkin and Me was so Happy to find her handphone.Because it contains alott of INFORMATION inside.Haha.

WHAT TELAH HAPPEN?

What telah happen seyh?It's oklah.Tkpertkper.anw,Life must still go on,right?I just wanna say
W H A T E V E R! LOLxD

Love Just Come&Go.

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realise that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'ma be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'ma be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

[Chorus: x2]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Yeah.Monday Racial Harmony arhs.Look what will happen on Monday ehk?.Hmmm.

2008-07-17T20:44:00.003+08:00

Today is the HAPPIEST+SADDEST+ANGRIEST day in my life.

Happiest day:Because there no more 'versus' in my life. No more Fights! No more NKF vs Jawks. WE reunion just now.in the BUS! Haha..i'm so happy I have NO enemies again. Weee..Second thing i've met new Friends from Springfield Sec just now.I can't remember their names lah.They are so DAMN kind! Haha..Love them.((:

Saddest day:Firstly I'm sad because i regret going out from Classroom just like that when teacher is teaching.OMG! what a girl i am. Teacher said she was SO disappointed with me.I suddenly change my attitude.I cried.Secondly,about Him.He ignored me and looked away and act as if i'm not there.And i Cried again:(

Angriest day:Home Econs,I am so Damn angry with Mrs Asir until my veins appear in my hand(??) She is so Damn **** whatever i've done for her she doesn't even appreciate it.WTF? and she ask me stayback after school cuz i didn't finish my 25 questions.Like wth she ask me to do things for her then she wanna scold2. What lah. Then,there's another thing about Saints Johns.but i don't wanna mention.

Damn,I just can't wait for Racial Harmony Day!
3 More Days!
Wooho.
And to That Boy:I'm sorry if i have done anything wrong with you.And if you think I'm Attached seriously,I'm NOT!

2008-07-16T18:50:00.004+08:00

Hey Guys.Firstly,in the the morning.I seriously can't concentrate on my studies.Kept thinking about yesterdays' Me and ____ chat.Hmm..he seriously change alot. i donno why.Like I've said He suits more with that girl.so if they are together then I'll be Happy for him.Weee..The first period was Mother Tounge,Lisah Paiseh abis per! She wanted to shake hands with Hazim but Hazim refused so her face was so Redd! ..Haha then,TTLM went to the fernery to act out our Live Performance on Friday.Damn i'm damn Shy! Haha.Then,Recess time ate many food with Kin and Lis. Haha..we were Hungry that's why..After school was School Service(SS.haha) it was so tiring..we must sweep all the Upper Secondary Class.So swept 4C,4B,4A,5A,5B classroom..then saw my One & Only Lovely Bestie,Ryann! in his classroom.or not?I told Kin&Lis that I'm so happy to meet him many times today..Haha..Love you bestie! LOLxD then,after school service went to Kalam and bought foods again then sat at Blk 666 to eat. and then Akmal,Alfie,Din and many more came.so Akmal was so irritating..he took my sweets awayy! What lah you!! Haha..and then guess what they went there to SABOTAGE us! WTF! so the teacher came and kena wrote name.Fuck sia..hahaha..Luckily nothing happen. Then,in the bus camwhored with Kin,Lis.So as usual we laugh alot esp. in the bus. Haha..Kinkin starts her Hyper.So i laugh like hell.cannot tahan le. After reached Bedok Interchange,Kin realized that she left her wallet in the Bus. and called the service or whatever they are called. Hopefully she found her wallet. Grr. Dun worry KinBestie.Whatever happens I'll help you.Same goes with LisahClosie! (:

He ignored me Today.
Fine,it's Okayy
I'll do the same thing.

2008-07-15T19:17:00.003+08:00

DAMN..today is the Best day in my life..everything went through smoothly except for one thing..haha..Kinkin&Lisah were late and i swear i am bored in Classroom.i thought they din' come.Hmm,then Lisah reached class first so i ask her a lot of times where's Kinkin. until she get so irritated..Haha.Then,bla bla bla,P.E i didn't play cuz my body doesn't feel good.Thenn,after that was Recess and Godammit I Pass my Science Test for the First Time..! I'm soo Happpyy! Haha..so second last period,Mrs Foo change place and I sat with Sherralyn again.After school went to PC enrichment but a bit late for ONLY 15 MINUTES! and that Mrs Foo go complained to OM that we are so late. WTF ryte? but not only us,others too.So tomorow,need to do School service.Dammit.just 15 minutes lateeeee...Fuck man.Then Rainn..Kinkin,Lisah and I played in the Rain..Goshh we were damn Wett but Funnn! Haha..Colddd..then went to Macdonald to dry up. Haha..then,in the bus disturbed Lisah cuz we want her to Open the song 'Hanya ingin kau tahu'but she refused.Haha..then, went Home. ((:

I Love Today.!
I Miss my Partner,Jun Wei.
I miss our Jokes! (:

2008-07-14T20:05:00.003+08:00

Sometimes,I just Hate My Life.
It just Sucks.
You may see me Smile&Laugh
But inside.
Only God Knows.
Fuck,Fuck,Fuck.
Hmmm,I won't make it Obvious.
Yeahh!

(Update Soon)

2008-07-11T20:03:00.002+08:00

Hello Everyone! Sorry,didn't updatee! Haha..Been busy with schoo thingy..Hmm..today is Friday,as usual. this and that..and Syahid!! Sorry for the late Present,ehk?Seriously,I'm so so Sorry.Haha..Hope you appreciate it okies?Haha..Hm..Today NDP Training Sucks to the core..i donno how to MARCH seriously,it SUCKS.I know i spoiled the whole SJAB name.yar i know that.but at least i've tried.Shhhhhit. Seriously,i have a few Enemies nowadays i just donno why.Are they jealous? Hmm..nevermind,it's okay.it's alright.Hate me for all you want.I don't give a DAMN shit on your Face,aites?I have MORE other friends not only You.Pls. Okay from Last 3 days.I keep saying that I Anti-Boys! I mean Those Boys*,not my BOYFRIENDS.My BOYFRIENDS Rocks to the Core.Yeahh.and Girlfriends too(: Thursday i have a bad day.I donno why.It just feels that I'm not worth living in this Earth that's what i shouted at home.Haha..Crazy,Mad woman.Nahh..i Hate Myself On that Last thursday.Lectured by teacher,then this then that.Grrr..i seriously gave up on that Thursday. Okay so,Youth Day went out with my Bestie Kinkin&Lisah.We went to ECP thenn,Tampines Mall,thenn Blk 666 then went home.Okayy..I Love that day okayy?It Rocks.Weee.TakeCare!

Today Starts with a Good day then ends with a Bad day.W H A T E V E R. (:

2008-07-02T16:58:00.002+08:00

Hmm..Been moody this few days..i just donno why..it's just doesn't seem right. Fine.Fine.I admit that I Love Him.I Admired him.But that's before.Not now.I'm just tired of this stuff..Seriously! I've been talking Boo shit with my Besties.Cuz whenever i think of Him.I will get ANGRY. and just now i'm absent from school.I just need a One Day Rest.That's All.

Because i Thought You felt it too.
I Hate that I Love you.
I'll act nothing happen.

2008-06-27T23:24:00.007+08:00

Heyy Guys! What's up you all?Hahaha.Long time didn't Blog.well quite Busy with those Kind of stuffs.Okayy..This week's Week.(huh?) Is DAMN Beautiful day for me.I'm like Smiling for Ear to ear.Haha..Whatever..Oh gosh he's hot when he take photos.Grr..Love it..okayy firstly was SJAB day which is on 24/6 was so Paiseyh..OMG..then when i was like Sedia-ing there was someone who keep calling my Name"Fafa..Fafa..Fafa" So i can't look behind cuz where can ryte?Haha..thenn the next day was AYC day!Weeeeee...Gosh that day is sooooooooooooo Damn Fun! For WaterSoccer! Wee..Kin&I supported all Of course..Haha..Hmm...

Guess Who?

2008-06-21T10:57:00.002+08:00

They Asked me"Fafa,who's that lucky guy?Izzit from our School?What class?"
Haha..So i said."Can't tell(:"
Then they asked again"Issit that guy that you featured?Haziq?"
Then i said"Nahh.We are Forever besties!(:"

Hahaha..really can't tell.and people,if i like Ryan i can't possibly Featured him ryte?Like NO SHAME! haha..hmm.This time i dun wanna Spread like last times' Haha. I'm scared.Serious! but seriously lah,I miss Him.ALOT! ALOTTTT! lol. went to my Aunty's house ytd and stayed there until 12.00AM..Me and Firdaus played soccer in their room and my aunt was like Please stop playing..Haha..and Oh.i haven't Finish my HW.and gonna finish it TONIGHT! Haha..okayy..2 More days for school to REOPEN! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. (: (: (:

2008-06-20T11:58:00.003+08:00

Fcuk! Who cares whether you put my name as LOVED or not?As if i Damn care and i wanna begged them .Oh PLEASE! I dun need that,okayy?Hmm..Sorry guys didn't Update for like 1 week.Just like i said I'm away.And I miss the Fun ALOT!So yesterday went out with Kinkin,Lisah,Rin and Anuar.Okayy..It was FUN okayy? haha..Rin and Anuar is like SO DAMN CUTEE! But we didn't Camwhoreeed! Stupidd! Hahahahah..kidding! Erm..Kinkin,Fafa Miss dier mcm nak Mamposssss. okayy..3 MORE DAYYS! School Reopen and i Can't waitttttt!!

I Miss you All(:

2008-06-12T21:28:00.014+08:00

Bahhhhhhs..haha..hey people! wassup,yo?haha..like i said in MSN i like Guys wearing Hip Hop suit..reallyy..damn Cool! Haha..like Ne-yo,Chris Brown,Bow wow all that..they fcuking Rocks okayy?haha..so just now went to school..thought there's people but NO ONE..DAMN! Haha..so went home and brought my Cousins home as i was lonely at home.. we stayed and played games,karaoke and more and they went hme at 7.30 pm..haha..so as i was bored at home i camwhoredd! Picturesss ....
[EXPIRED(:]

And after my mum went home.........................................
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Yeahh!That's for todayy..and guyss Bye-bye..I'll Miss you All.!
Esp:Kinkin&Ryann(((((: I swear I Love Them!

2008-06-11T14:31:00.002+08:00

Hey there,people! Sorry2..i didn't update..haha..Hmm..I'm quite energetic this few days infact VERY energetic..cuz my Cousins going back to SINGAPORE! Hoooray! Finally,i get to enjoy back..haha..Okayokay! Ytd my dad went home from work he bought many Foods.But i didn't eat all..cuz I'm on DIET.Erm..trying to takecare of me and also my weight.This few weeks people said that i have put on MORE weight.FUCK THE WHAT? haha..Nahh..it's okayy..at least they comment me to Slim down back..and i did! Hah! then i called Kin and my stomach was Grumbling! Then,i drank Daisy Milk.After that Kin told me that She got do something with someone and She said that i will have a Extrodinary Surprise on the first day of school!Hmm..what will happeen..Let's find out..haha((: okayy..see i told ya I'm ENERGETIC..grrr...I'm Cold now and tmr going School! (:

2008-06-07T10:48:00.002+08:00

Dear Diary,
Today I saw a boy and I wondered if he noticed me,
he took my breath away.

I can't get him off my mind and it scares me
'cause I've never felt this way.

No one in this world knows me better than you do,
so diary I'll confide in you.

Today I saw that boy as he walked by I thought he smiled at me,
and I wondered..
does he know what's in my heart?
I tried to smile, but I could hardly breathe.
Should I tell him how I feel
or would that scare him away?
Diary, tell me what to do,
please tell me what to say.

Diary,
One touch of his hand,
now I can't wait to see that boy again.

He smiled,
and I thought my heart could fly.

Diary, do you think that we'll be more than friends?

Because I've got feeling we'll be so much more.. than friends.

Yours Sincerely,
Fafa

2008-06-06T15:20:00.003+08:00

Hey Dearests! Whatssup?It's been 3 days i didn't Blog..hmm..kk..What to say? Haha..My friends said that I'm Unfaithful..Haha..Okayokay..i Understand.Hmm..Yesterday went to school at 10.00Am to accompany Kinkin go Maths Remedial but instead of going there we went around the school and reached the Computer Lab 1 at 11.00Am and Mrs Foo told Kinkin "it's better if you no need to come cuz u only need to study Half and hour.."and I Laughed.Haha..Ohh..it's been A LONG time i din meet my 2E!! And i Miss them ALOT! Love you guys..Then after that went to canteen as it was Raining cannot go back..Stayed at canteen until 2..Haha..Then the Sec5s were there..and oh..Ytd there was someone calling my name many times..who was it? Haha..i heard"Fa,Fa,Fa!" MANY TIMES.Hmmmmmm...;D Now,my Boycousin in my house..as usual they played Soccer in the PS2..Haha..1 Goal 1 shout..haha..(:

2008-06-04T15:16:00.002+08:00

FAFA MISS FARAH mcm nk mampos okay? Haha..Korang meet up soon okay?Omg..it's been days i didn't hang out with my Friends.No Remedials for me.No CCA camps like WTF? SJAB!! What happen to you?haha..NO CAMP!!Boring! And i miss Hang out at Night! Its like I waited my whole life for this one night.Hahahaha. Kidding. Okay this morning my mum wrote a letter for me and my Bro saying that She will going home late today and she left us $9 to buy something. Haha..$9? Nvm.at least i get to eat something. Ohh..guys i Fall in Love with this Someone.Eventhough we're only Good Friends but..nvm.haha..Yar i know i got too many Admirers..hahaha.But it's not wrong right to love somebody?(: Woots! Next week my mum gonna take 4 days Holiday! Yeah going somewhere FarFar away from Singapore.Hahaha.Just can't wait..Kiter meet soon okay?